Days before I woke up

To say have never
will be the greatest lie ever
To say 1, then am not frank with me
I have loved...  men and more men
I thought I knew love
I thought I knew love
Yeah &  my thoughts were disqualified

1,2,  7....9 they came in a week
So weak with sweet  bits
Everyone assuring their spark
That Ignited the love core of their life
And the sweet lies tripled
And soon I was crippled
In love dogma and comma

I was shocked, things were Fading so fast
And the call came deafening
All along I was weakening
wearing out so fast
my patience mocked by new offers
And over & again... things were over
Thug love was all lag rough
And laugh bore sore

Weekends I had to pretend
prevent the advent of lies
Binding slay clays  &  less pays
and Hey I was an abandoned hay
for Nay am never ready for prey
I pray... I pray I pray

It was not close to love
That shit named love
It Has killed many
Betrayed millions
Duped and dumped continents
And the content in it
Is A pity Shit