Dark Episodes

Do you know how it feels

To sleep on the floors and corridors of relatives?

Do you know how it feels

To be mocked by your life status?

Do you know how it feels 

To be hurt by them you love the most?

Do you know how it feels

To be defiled by the ones you trust most?

Do you know how it feels

To be betrayed by confidantes?

Do you know how it feels

To be helplessly weak in your own body ?

Do you know how it feels 

To be a slave in your own Nation?

Do you know how it feels

To lose hope when it matters most?

Do you know how it feels

To be broke in a dire emergency?

Do you know how it feels,

To be to be lonely in a world suffocating in populace?

Do you Know how it feels 

To be Locked up in a persona cell?

Situations breed lifetime experiences

Flip, Pass or press Next

I just want to Forget.

© GKatolo2021

Dark episodes

Haunted Soul

#HauntedSoul

We are a depressed society

Chocking in debt

Troubled by failure

In deep claws of Betting

More denting loans 

Home of clowns

We seek solace in sex

We revenge with our ex's

Frustrating circumstances

Haunted busy bodies

A con society, 

Full of bleeding souls

Humiliated narcissistic.

They hide in Football hypertension

They pride in Brandy blooded trends

They walk high in fuliza limits

They convolute in hanging castles

Dim dreams at their rear rims

Welcome to haunted Soulcity

©GKatolo2020

Rest in peace

There is a battle in my mind
A tussle of the Heavy weights
A conflict within self
A judge always present
Mercilessly devouring me
Handcuffs chaining my elf
With pity slaughtering my vision
My hopes already in trenches
My faith in doubt mode
My passion enclosed in persona jail
With Fail rewarding with rhetorics

I feel useless
I feel wasted
Brainwashed and just a busy body
Nothing to show for my efforts
No rewards to my hustle
No moola to quench my bills
No job to marinate my skills
No faith to uphold my hopes

And then

Life feels numb
Existence sounds dumb
With acidity eating my health raw
Failure torturing my brain
Anxiety running my life affairs
Panic & depression all docked in my soul
As suicide courts me in silence
I feel worthless
My heart hurts
My bones are crushing
I am silently dying from inside
Hoping One day I will rest in Peace.

Prayer

Dear Dad,

Days have gone by now
But the numbness is still fresh like snow
It has been hard to believe
Painful to comprehend
Many questions Still Unanswered
Many Why's and more Wishes
You left so soon papa
Without a Goodbye dad
Shine on your Way Caring Daddy,

I wish you stayed a little longer
I wish you had a chance to see mama Home
I always wished for your reunion
Yes Papa,  I wish I could change things
I wish I my tears
Could draw a chariot for you
Seeing you descend from Heaven
Would be more than Thrilling
Oh Our Loving Dad,
May your soul & spirit find God's Favours
And may your Guardian angels comfort us daily.
We celebrate you Daddy.
I will heed your advises and Wisdom

My heart is wounded Oh Lord
I lean firmly on your Pillar Lord,
May you grant our family your evalasting grace
May you heal & strengthen our Souls
May your Healing be upon our Mama Lord Almighty
Much more may your will be done
Grant us the humility to accept your ways
And the Faith to Trust in you Lord
Forever and Ever.
Rest in Paradise Daddy

Thanks Lord for the Love you bestowed in Dad,
May you see our family through these tempting moments
And may your love fill our souls
Lord Our Darling Father
Have mercy on Us
Forgive us our inequities.
Restore our Happiness
And cleanse us with your Son's blood
In every special way,  Lord intervene in our Family
And may your healing power flow
Father, I pray All these

In the Name of
The Father, 
The Son &
The Holy Spirit.

                          AMEN.

Shush

Shush..Dear shush
Why did you leave so fast?
We had agreements,
That we gonna share this holiday together
In your beautiful Kangundo Gardens 
As we have always being
Bracing new years in Style
And now we can't imagine
finding an absent you
Kinder Joy no more, and the chocolates no more
Please wake up, we need more your time
And Your story telling techniques
Now who is gonna fetch fruits for us
Who is gonna watch over us
As we play hide n seek in your coffee shamba
Shush.... Why... why...?
We miss playing around you
We miss taking a walk with you
We miss your High fives
We miss you Smooth Hugs
Darling, we miss you.
Forever we miss you

But hope we gonna meet
In the beautiful paradise of heavens
We still know you will watch over us
Grow into big personalities
To conquer all your records
And make you proud
As the fruits of your generations shine extraordinarily
High missed and Loved by all