Smoke.

Dear Accident

In your boxes

I found grief,

Your cabinets

Full of Tragedies

The unwanted surprises

With prices we cannot afford

Just the other day

You stole our joy

Emptied our Souls

And choked us Pains

Beyond our capacity

Why! Why! Why!

Why rob us our own?

Dear Accident

You denting our entire family

Filthily flooding it with trauma

Loneliness and sorrow

We are feeble

We can’t imagine tomorrow

With our loved ones gone

Others deep in the claws

Of liveliness and struggle for a breath

Waiting hopefully for a miracle

A chance to live again

A chance to smile again

Dear Lord,

May you heal our loved ones

May you grant them health.

Power them with your Breath

Pick every broken pieces

And meant them as you molded them

And filled them with breath in the beginning

For you are Alpha and Omega

We Pray

© GKatolo2020

Captain Bob

The Melodies of Jazz
Hum with a buzz
To the Fallen Warrior
Bob Collymore
The legend of this century
We celebrate you Captain

A trailblazer,
An Iconic humble dad
A tower of wisdom
A magnum of diligence & vision
A revolutionary leader
The Epitome of humility
Hardworking cool buddy
With Hawk focus
Transformed Kenya
Warmed our Souls
And left a lifetime  blueprint
Never to be forgotten
Its well Angel Bob ❤ 💖

The gracious force of purpose
With no regret bed us farewell
Without a fumble, he bowed down
Accepting the Will...
We are here for a reason and a season
And His, was Maturely Over
A time to join the Angels
Was ripe and prime
Shine on your Highway Captain

Compassionate Betrayal

Someday
They will never give a fuck
They will never look back
They will never care
Yes,Once you betray their trust

Someday
You will become a total stranger
To people best known to you
They will dump you like hot shit
Because you betrayed their trust

Compassion is crucial
Yes and of course so mutual
Until its tested
Or traded
Because Judas Iscariot Lives within.

Rest in peace

There is a battle in my mind
A tussle of the Heavy weights
A conflict within self
A judge always present
Mercilessly devouring me
Handcuffs chaining my elf
With pity slaughtering my vision
My hopes already in trenches
My faith in doubt mode
My passion enclosed in persona jail
With Fail rewarding with rhetorics

I feel useless
I feel wasted
Brainwashed and just a busy body
Nothing to show for my efforts
No rewards to my hustle
No moola to quench my bills
No job to marinate my skills
No faith to uphold my hopes

And then

Life feels numb
Existence sounds dumb
With acidity eating my health raw
Failure torturing my brain
Anxiety running my life affairs
Panic & depression all docked in my soul
As suicide courts me in silence
I feel worthless
My heart hurts
My bones are crushing
I am silently dying from inside
Hoping One day I will rest in Peace.

Oceanica Promise

My Charming King
Thank you so much
For the Unconditional love
The Care and the Cuddles
The niceties and compassion
I am humbled
For the years we have shared
The Memories we proudly own
The journey of faith and trust
That with no tire
You gladly held me
My head kept Up
My heart and Soul you soothed
And now my amazing Prince
As I take this leap of Faith
I promise you that

In my heart you belong
In my world you're my King
The owner of my empire
The master of my Soul
The Idol of my Love
And the source of my Happiness.

Days will go by;
And everyday I will live up to you
Our vows I will keep
My dignity I will maintain
My loyalty is your masterkey
My life I dedicate to you
As I leave,
Let your heart yearn for me
Let your soul be calm like  oceanic waters
So deep yet so silent
For I can never betray this Love
I will forever Cherish our Union.
And all these Assets,
I will use to help us build a prosperous family
A generation of Royals ..
All the Days of my life
For only you, is the Heartbeat of my Life.
Apple of my Eye.

Your Loving Wife...

💞💞💞💋💋💋💋🎁💓

It's Never too late

It's never late
To pick up your plate
Full of your bait
As you await your pirate
To snatch your Number plate

This was your fate
Live up to your state
Concentrate &penetrate
This delicate celibate
Life, full of Hate...

I am long gone
Into the wonders of love ozone
Sparklingly enjoying the tone
Of Juicy 💋 lip lip clone
With my new clan.
So get a plan
Ride your plane
From my dream lane
So plain &lain

Game of Chess

New order
World of Wars
Economic & political maniacs
Policies and Policing
Dominance and oppression
To Them,Ignorant lesser beings

Systemic Fraud
Conglomerate Opportunist
Wealth creation &much more
Charities to Easen their adversities
Survival for the fittest
Is the Sweepstakes to Who is who

States in fracas
Status of badass
Interests and More money interests
The loot of global wealth lot
Investing more and infecting
Them with delusional option
A genetic train,  in the pact of dominance

More pawns at stake
More prawns as my stake
As the Queen Roams
Terrorising your core empires
With infectious Smile
Clawing you to submission
Yes this is the mission
Of Survival and Existence
Some Knights will be sacrificed
The rook being more crook
Right & Straight
The game of Chess.

Prayer

Dear Dad,

Days have gone by now
But the numbness is still fresh like snow
It has been hard to believe
Painful to comprehend
Many questions Still Unanswered
Many Why's and more Wishes
You left so soon papa
Without a Goodbye dad
Shine on your Way Caring Daddy,

I wish you stayed a little longer
I wish you had a chance to see mama Home
I always wished for your reunion
Yes Papa,  I wish I could change things
I wish I my tears
Could draw a chariot for you
Seeing you descend from Heaven
Would be more than Thrilling
Oh Our Loving Dad,
May your soul & spirit find God's Favours
And may your Guardian angels comfort us daily.
We celebrate you Daddy.
I will heed your advises and Wisdom

My heart is wounded Oh Lord
I lean firmly on your Pillar Lord,
May you grant our family your evalasting grace
May you heal & strengthen our Souls
May your Healing be upon our Mama Lord Almighty
Much more may your will be done
Grant us the humility to accept your ways
And the Faith to Trust in you Lord
Forever and Ever.
Rest in Paradise Daddy

Thanks Lord for the Love you bestowed in Dad,
May you see our family through these tempting moments
And may your love fill our souls
Lord Our Darling Father
Have mercy on Us
Forgive us our inequities.
Restore our Happiness
And cleanse us with your Son's blood
In every special way,  Lord intervene in our Family
And may your healing power flow
Father, I pray All these

In the Name of
The Father, 
The Son &
The Holy Spirit.

                          AMEN.

Last respect

The cruel claws of Death
Have snatched our apple
Our darling Mama
The joy of our life
And the Queen of our existence
Shine on your way Mama

You were more than jewels
A very humble soul
The Kindest person I know
And your Love, was always unconditional
I will miss your tight hugs
Your hopes,that it shall be well
I will miss,
But its hard to believe you're breathless
Mama, Shine on your way.

Its so hard to plainly accept
But may the will of God be,
Mama, I will be strong  for us
Your values and Humility
I will live by all my life,
I will cherish all your Wisdom
Till we meet in Paradise,
Mama may you find peace and Comfort
In Lords caring hands,
Forever and Forever More
Amen.
Shine on your way Mama
Our Guardian Angel forever.

Zero's Can't Be Hero's.

Riches can’t buy love
Wealth can’t win Happiness
Life can’t be numbers
Zeroes and ones
Loot that makes us unequal
In the eyes of the Egalitarian
In the philosophy of bourgeoisie
Because more population
To them is more bankrolls
It is enough market
Sad, we just numbers,
For their Electoral succession,
Disguised as democratic success,
Obsession of Possession.

My conscience
Can’t allow nonsense
My personality
Can’t allow atrocity
My love
Can’t be bought like a dove

Short-sightedness
Combined with greediness
It is the failure of humanity,
Easy-Come, Easy Go,
And you bend low
Giving up your power
In the chase of fame
So lame, Take Control,
Evade controversy
Serve you God on master
Not earth rich gangster.

Tests and tribulations
Will throw you off balance
They will haunt your personality
They will drown your passion
The rewriting of new order
Slavery of the mind
The lockdown of brain cells
In the praise of paper

They think they control
All systems in a row
They misuse power
To imagine they are winners
But more sinners
Blood in their hands
Is paid with blood in their sleep
They die miserable
Because they are all perishable

Shine On Your Way

The Cruel Claws of Death
Has snatched our apple
It has dented our new family
A very humble soul
Is now dancing with the Angels
kevine,Shine on your way Darling

Memories are still fresh
How calm you were
How composed
You presented your arguments
The group presentations,  all amazing
And with Boldness you shone through
Conquering the dogma of impossibly
And here we are Celebrating heroine
You taught us humility
You were more than a Jewel
We will miss you
In our great Family M.IRL
Kevine, Shine on you way Darling.

Dear Lord,
Grant us triumph,
To overcome all evil
Heal our Souls
And spare us from all plans of the Devil
Have mercy on us.
And May our dreams come true.
Amen.

See You There.

Lord,  open the Doors
Windows and all avenues
For success and happiness.
Opportunities

This Shame
Hurting and Haunting
Sounding and surrounding
Suffocating my existence 

persistently 
Over and over 

In my mind
Creating Shackles
Struggles and Troubles 

A life to fight for
A journey to excel in
Basics to make straight
Right fright
Nights no sight 

Just this life
More drive
More strive
Soon I arrive
prime  time

See you There.

Weed outer weed

We weed
To weed out stress
We press the button express
Not to impress
But make less
Troubles of our lifeless
Laziness all useless

Lessons are my prisons
More reasons I am this season
Obedient to its recipe
Precipitate our delicate
Sit_tuation of my Nation

I hate and ate
The sludge of my mistakes
To conquer all these
Over and over this profile
For I am more stronger
I am no longer a loser
But a spectator in flop arena

My football Break-up

I loved football so much

Until i found out my fanaticism

Was almost giving me heart attack

I loved football so much

Until my team started losing games in a row

I could sacrifice my sleep

Until i realized this was business as usual

I loved football  so much

Until i found out I was the asshole

I loved football so much

Until i realized I am so jealous

I loved football so much

Until i realized my Arsenal was short of shots

I loved football so much

Until i realized it almost took my life away

I loved football so much

Until I realized i couldn't control my Emotions

I loved football so much

Until I realized i was losing my  family

I loved football so much

Until i realized its all competition

I loved football so much

Until betting became my daily life

I loved football so much

Until It became a gaming for the bank a/c

I am a winner and cant settle for less

I am made for victory not positions

Its business to them.

I have divorced footbal

I got a sidechick ,mrs Sportpesa

Because i am not faithful anylonger

I am a jealous creature

Arsenal doesnt Satisfy no more 

And i am so Horny and need Real Shots

I cant wait any longer

10 plus years

Blank shots

Wasted energies

Na siwezi ficha

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Pile of pain

It was him, her and them,

As we sung the goodbye Melodies

With tears flooding our cheeks

As worry and pain chocked our souls 

It was the last time ...last time

LAST TIME

Pile of pain

JUNEBUG"

I stared at the Naked Skies,
Bright stars glowing more,
And the sparkling moon got me exposed,
I couldn't hide my grieve,
My heavy tears Flowing like stream,
And I painfully wondered
Why, why and why
Why so soon, Why her, Why Lord,??
I was in a speechless comma
My tears and eyes narrating the loss
A journey we shared just terminated
And your love gave me more shivers
I couldn't fathom not seeing you again
I couldn't understand why it had to happen
But the Cruel claws of Death,.
Just picked my favorite,
A mother so nurturing and Caring
A Wife ever present
A granny so Compassionate
An Entrepreneur in born
And in Silence, I wished I could change things
In pain I lamented how, Why,?
And until now, I am not at peace
I still have more questions unanswered
Mum... This was so soon.

If Our Tear Stream had power
Mama we could have swept u back
For indeed you made everything to our life
You made our world lovely
You made our future possible
Your words, Indeed will remain treasured
And we promise today,
To carry on your Legacy
To be Strong and Courageous forever
And no matter the Challenge
You taught us, *It's possible in He who strengths US*
We love you, we adore you and your memories,
No amount can purchase any piece
And in peace we accept
All things happen for the Greatness of Lord. 

Mama, find Lords mercy Forever. Amen.

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Why! Oh Why!

Why!  Oh Why!
i repeat,reveals  but Why!
I repent but still why!

My heart is heavy
my body sore
with  Bitter words and scuds
The swords of careless yapping
combined with the lightweight of Evaluation
All a product of underestimation
Advanced by insensitivity

All pressured toward my innocence
Fairness is never a fair-play
Am wiser but still cant understand why!


 ©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Tales of Last night

As the Day broke it's virginity
Musica Dating the air waves
And Cheers filling the space
It was so gyrating...to see all these unwind

business defining boundaries

that no brotherhood in it

more liquor ruling over 

all bonds floated at stake

because Mr Liquor took charge 

And in no seconds

she started abusing 

the friendship we have for years

throwing tantrums uncontrollably

hating and accusing me for being fly

that all princess need me

an allegation i refute forever

For only her makes my oasis fresh

but am sorry,

u deserved not the blows

your sorry all flimsy

Your master beer all controlling

the space of your thinking and loading

updating the crap of your life

and more accusing ,me for everything

kindly, go slow on liquor

Go slow on accusation

relax dear, you and only you

can make my armory lively 

To The Cookie of my Love Empire

To The Cookie of my Love Empire

To the woman i made cry…

Am sorry, is not good enough,

Am disturbed, doesn’t come closer,

To narrating the turmoil I caused,

A daughter of a Woman,

A princess of a darling father,

But too am so damn shocked,

That all these happened without my knowledge,

The nights of severe worries,

With dull morning of entire mourning,

You tears can cause flooding,

With the acidity in them causing instant corrosion,

To the woman i made cry…

But why?

Why didn’t you talk to me?

Why didn’t you shout in front of my face?

Why didn’t you speak up your mind?

Why didn’t you poke me straight away?

Why did you keep all these to yourself?

Tell me …why?

To the woman i made cry…

It was so late that I was hinted,

That my crush has been hidden,

The love position of my life,

Suppressing her feeling always,

With fury skyrocketing every-time she saw us,

My best friend,

A lady you have always doubted,

Guessing that she own the best pie of your dream,

Consuming the forbidden fruit of your adoration,

Hating her so much, yes she is innocent,

You have caused yourself a lot of pain in search of love,

Stupid undeterred craving of my hugs,

To extends of beating up my girlfriends,

For you never imagined,

A day without me,

More your mind was boiling,

How best you can own me,

I was told!!!

I now know,

That attitude you have lately,

Was flimsy scorn,

Wondering how naïve I have always being,

Not pursuing your golden Jackpot,

Free wonderful goodies,

That you have denied any man living or dead,

All because of me,

But am not guilty for anything,

More I am so disturbed why?

And Why… gives me more Aches,

But am so sorry for the sleepless nights,

The daily yearning you amassed,

All because you cared for me,

All because Only me you Wanted,

Come baby come,

Darling you feelings are not wrong,

Your instincts may be wrong but not your heart,

Stop being insecure,

Am still single and unmarked

The cure of your Love diseases

The Lyon of our Empire,

Cookie my Love

Come baby come

Your dreams are still valid.

Baby girl wipe your tears,

Cleanse your soul.

To the woman i made cry…

                                                          ©GKatolo 2017
                                                            Thank you

Darling Mother

We are lucky to have You as our Mother
Indeed tough than you ever thought
And special to it, she treated us as one of his best
In her Uniqueness she forever adored us
With unlimited love she embraced us
And in fact, We are luck, we shared more
The best part of her life
Extremely marvelous, she made constant visits
To bless the efforts of our Ventures
As well advice us on a myriad life issues

We have lost, a tower of our life
The epitome of wisdom
We mourn her, With our souls deeply heavy
But we gonna be strong,
Taking good care of Papa n ua Daughters
We promise to nurture your grandchildren
To respectable citizens
And in this sad moments
We remain Bonded by your love
As we accept the will of God
More thank him for giving us a lovely mother.