To the many friends I failed
To the unkept promises
The numerous times I faulted
The many days I went mute
To the missed call 🤙 and missed deals
To the sweet talking
I wish you knew
The tattered World 🌍 in my mind
The shuttering dreams in my life
The wrecking plans in my sphere
The broken deals in my ways
The dented program I endure
The traumas & drama I am through
Lost Trust with dear ones
Burdened with debts all round
Bleak future and drained mornings
Plans full of premature raptures
Great plans ending in tragic miscarriages
Friends vacating & vanishing in broad daylight
Oh..! I Had to sink low in hibernation
To survive the ordeals
Dependants wonder how
I lost my glory, so sorrowful
My stars shut on my face
Unfortunately my ship hit the damn iceberg
The weather and storms veering me off route
Have been Sailing in mere hope
Auch! My faith fails me at times
My energies drain me sometimes
And indeed I can't pretend
The kadrink is my escape
The silence is it
The plan is all me
Capitalism is about me
Survival for the finest is it
Carnival society is where I was born
Much wiser, no opportunity to miss
Greater resilient greater personal awareness
Hits, no miss.
But always, when they life goes south
Hibernation is survival.
©GKatolo2022