When Y is all the X

It was all toppled by an X
A marvelous sin engagement
That made me a criminal again
My Ex buttoned my life wire
I couldn't deny her the once golden  moments
After this incidence my X tally hits 8
Oh! Too bad they are the best crime I ever enjoyed
Am guilt of my offense...
But why? Why?
A rematch is always unlucky
Red cards of my relationships
Enemies of themselves
Am left alone, single again
Am afraid I don't need to venture anymore
This omen is killing
I wanna settle for once
But why why?

Could Sly be the worst girlfriend I had
She couldn't let go
She has  broken 2
And too they also can't let go.
Why can't I be free again?
Why and you are all my Ex's?
So what next after the 3some Ex's  xxx?
Let me be! I wanna settle. Now!
After an xxx always yyy..