Debt of Existence

I borrowed
To make ends meet
I was loaned
To at least have meat
I am in debt
Not because I am poor
But the system
Melts my efforts
With no jobs no opportunity
I live a slave of my life
Existence with no mercy
Life of more mess
Excess excuse
More accuse
Choices with more doses
Permanent stains
Of consistent pains
Vanity charities
No sorry more worry
Who to blame
That sweet sex
Those cold tight nights hugs
I am now alone
In this cruel word