#Silence.

I fancy feeling loved

Yes being called first °°Always

Willingly missing someone's son

But my standards couldn't allow

Me to tap the dial pad

Reach out to my Numero uno

All I resulted 

Is blaming  and Bashing him

For not seeming caring 

More not interested 

As if 

Love is One Way Rail

For my Ego,

Bigger n better than Kilimanjaro.

My instincts felt apart

My DCI nurture kept inviting

And I would search 

Any trails of evils

Just to prove

No man is faithful

And when reality dawned 

I had opened the gates

Of Constant insecurities

Because I felt suffocating

In the flooded World of beauty 

Each lady blessed with stout Rwandese hills

Ached my soul to the core

It got so cold 

On my watch

It felt so off 

Under my vigilance

It wrecked the halls 

On broad day light

A simple mishap

Grew the great valleys of our rift

Incommunicado crushed our train

For being right felt so satisfying

And Blame games got Lame

It is then that We concluded

We were never made for each other

Folding the Chapters of Nuisance

And chocking sweet-nasty memoirs

A journey jammed by poor communication 

And Silence was our ultimate answer

We froze our virgin love 

In the Antarctica Bedrocks 

Its been years

I miss them

More realize

It was just silly

And It doesn't get right

Unless i can communicate

The Soul, the Mind and Heart

To my Checkmate 

©GKatolo2020