what the hell happened ???? it was over.....oooh yes OVER

she called at 2.00pm
never revealed her aim
but demanded i sleep
i was in shock
i peeped at the clock
as i confirmed my door lock

my heart raced
my temperature climaxed
my mind was jumbled
i was chained  in thoughts
its was my ex- girlfriend
i had not heard from her in years
all along she knew i was still single
yes and i had to to lie
for she couldn't let me be


a bell ring
i freaked out 
i hurriedly hopped to the window
she was outer there freezing
crying,begging and wasted
down the stairs
i didn't understand how i navigated

her tearly eyes
squeezed my heart
i felt so ruthless
mixed feelings all flocked
this wolf almost got me dead
but her innocence is pleading#
on her knees she was glued
cried for  forgiven
accept-ion  and absorption
too bad,i had many option

ouch her numbing body
absorbed my fury
all the injuries
i had to bury
a burden that was stinging
i didn't know what to do
but i treasure the love we shared
the care she showered
and the great woman in her

devils in her
made me run away
is this a mistake
was i dreaming or awake
i was shaking
and all i remembered later
she was all i needed
the lost hope of my life

Brian narrated his story
feeling so sorry
a wife, a mother and the best half was back


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