a time came when dreams were invalid
oxygen seemed useless
life exceedingly loosing meaning
as days decayed into betrayal monsters
tears were friendly
years added curse
jeer tripling my fierce fears
wishes cushioning my death bed
my head scratch seemed barren
a Sahara day mimicked Antarctica blackout
a life threatening knock out
workout, watch out ,,,i never cared
i hated me in bits
every bone ached in a thought
hope a lifetime nightmare
love an all time nuisance
i miss the young vulnerable me
mad enough to crack a smile to a miscarried woman
full of hope life and vision
basking into a lifetime glory
© gift 2015