Reality check

Chase

Money...
Dear money
Why enslave
an entire generation
Finding n funding
Programs to look for you
Multiply your number
000111229,
An ever unending puzzle

My sleep You took
My family is all yours
You travel kilometers
In seconds n vanish like wind
So grueling to get
Yet so smooth to spend

Just tell me
Why you decide when n how
Plus where I should go for holiday
What I ride drive or eat
Is still your decision
Who gave you the permission
And the chase continues

©Gkatolo

Debt of Existence

I borrowed
To make ends meet
I was loaned
To at least have meat
I am in debt
Not because I am poor
But the system
Melts my efforts
With no jobs no opportunity
I live a slave of my life
Existence with no mercy
Life of more mess
Excess excuse
More accuse
Choices with more doses
Permanent stains
Of consistent pains
Vanity charities
No sorry more worry
Who to blame
That sweet sex
Those cold tight nights hugs
I am now alone
In this cruel word

Life in circles

You dine..
With them
Enemies of shine
Pure wine
Of mere whine.
Teardrops of sweetness
Wetness of Sweat
Survival of revival
Bitterness of better
Letters of my life
Combination Of The memories
Seasons of 40 years
Desert of dessert
Assertion of passion

Hurry my Doctor

My head aches..
My tooth shakes
More pain no gain

My health feels disturbed
My stomach feels stuck
My tongue tasteless
Hurry my doctor

Shivers all over
I am bitter for I need better
Throw up these entire mess
For I need my self back
I miss me

Lively life

Life is like currents
They can be very rough
And at times so calm
Life is like The ☀ sun
Daytime it's so scorching
And evening it will always bow
Life is like desert
No matter how dry it gets
Be assured an oasis is present
Life is like roads
No matter how smooth it gets
Be assured of rough bends
Life is like tears
They can be of joy or sorrow
Life like a coin
It gives u double options
Life is like friends
Someone will betray u.
Keep calm
Be independent
Expect less
Be happy
A short journey
Full of trials and tribulations

Weed outer weed

We weed
To weed out stress
We press the button express
Not to impress
But make less
Troubles of our lifeless
Laziness all useless

Lessons are my prisons
More reasons I am this season
Obedient to its recipe
Precipitate our delicate
Sit_tuation of my Nation

I hate and ate
The sludge of my mistakes
To conquer all these
Over and over this profile
For I am more stronger
I am no longer a loser
But a spectator in flop arena

No mine not yours..

I am married
And my soul knows best
That she does too
And she doesn't give a fuck
About any woman
For she loves only me
And can't lie to herself no more
She is ready to give herself
To me all day all night
As long as I promise
Just to give her my 2 seconds
Spend a weekend together
And fuck_up our leisure time

She is beautiful indeed
Has no monetary demands
She only needs my compassion
An embrace to confirm
All is fine
And indeed get a father
For her dream son
A daughter
Just mine
Just ours
Because laws
Were made
To be amended
Broken and corrected
I am yours
First man in your soul
Fortieth lover indeed
And I don't care
For stupid is my ♥
It loved a married man

Extreme end

Protests allover
Petitions everywhere
Competition allover

Humanity at risk
They wildlife not spared
The globe suffocating
To the assassination of
Human actions

The climate so frustrating
Technology so threatening
The globe at tension
As peace is in pieces
All byproducts of humanity

Wild

Wild is life
Strong like an hippo
Fierce like a cobra
And fearless like a lion
Humbling like a dove
As well caring like a dog 🐶
All unique
As well Deserve existence
Let's be more compassionate
Like the Elephant
And safe wildlife
Care and protect

My football Break-up

I loved football so much

Until i found out my fanaticism

Was almost giving me heart attack

I loved football so much

Until my team started losing games in a row

I could sacrifice my sleep

Until i realized this was business as usual

I loved football  so much

Until i found out I was the asshole

I loved football so much

Until i realized I am so jealous

I loved football so much

Until i realized my Arsenal was short of shots

I loved football so much

Until i realized it almost took my life away

I loved football so much

Until I realized i couldn't control my Emotions

I loved football so much

Until I realized i was losing my  family

I loved football so much

Until i realized its all competition

I loved football so much

Until betting became my daily life

I loved football so much

Until It became a gaming for the bank a/c

I am a winner and cant settle for less

I am made for victory not positions

Its business to them.

I have divorced footbal

I got a sidechick ,mrs Sportpesa

Because i am not faithful anylonger

I am a jealous creature

Arsenal doesnt Satisfy no more 

And i am so Horny and need Real Shots

I cant wait any longer

10 plus years

Blank shots

Wasted energies

Na siwezi ficha

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Tales of My Life

6 Am and its chilling crazy
My bone knuckles wailing after every hop
Googebums competiting for space and size
my Stomach arch revealing the turmoil of my intestines
With my Ribs all conveying the beauty of a grevy zebra
Tales of my life ..A day in poverty


Our perforated mud house
Giving hope with every passing star
And as my stomach thunder competes with the storm
Shivers grope my chin
And vibrations reveal my stuffy dental formulae
Tales of my life .. A day in poverty


I had hope; in the Dark clouds
But my tears couldn't help it
Sunken like a pit latrine
I deserved mercy not pity
And as I sit; Angels give me a chance to life
As life school me to the rock bottom of absurd poverty
Tales of my life ..  A day in Poverty

I have cursed existence more than i ever prayed
I have blamed ever living from Day 3
I have dined with the cruelty of life all my life
I have wished death every heart beat of my life
I have watched and suffered pains 24/7 365 days
All I hope this scorching season may end
Tales of my life .. A day in poverty

1 micro-meal in every 4 days
Dirty water  flirts with my system twice a week
Am a graduate PHD in Filthy hard life
And School is what hope has offered
Clothing me with a hard liner and a persevering soul
They lie with our situation to add bank accounts
As life robs us the beauty of existence
Tales of my life .. A day in poverty.

Donate for a Life...Give  hope to a soulPaypal a/c... Khibenda@gmail.com

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

The Joy of Joy-Kim

3 years...
Of love,
Of tears.
Of anxiety.                        
Of learning...
The experience of first hand motherhood.
Books and babies...
Nannies and daycare's..
Skiving that class to rush back home..
Not to mention hospital visits.
It's never easy. Balancing the two..
Life as a student mother..

But it was for the Best..
You the Best thing that happened in my life.
Had a paradigm shift..
Some things lost value..
People walking out of our lives..
Knowing who's real and who's fake..
Now to you my daughter.
I wish you life's finest...
God be your number one always.

Do good expecting nothing in return..
Wisdom and knowledge be your portion..
May your cup overflow..
And now school is beckoning.
The shoes uniform bag you Ever ask for..
You donning them soon..
Can't wait for that moment ..
First day in school..
Making me a parent to a school going kid.
Hallelujah moment..
Baraka always..
Mapenzi tele Mwanaa.

©GKatolo 2017 ...@Thank you

Brain Robots

My dreams swum deeper 

Like a rippled tsunami 

it high-fived all the continent lips

Kissing all the shores with the thunder

Reality to the power of Education

And fearless i grew 

Boldness embraced my mission deeper

And the passion of consistency

Became my presidency

I was blue and my skies parachuted

I traveled the world in milliseconds

With message massaging every code of life

I wondered why black

Questioned why light-skinned

more flattered by blue eyes

And more whys 

Uniqueness tramming diversity 

And my worry was sorted

Every thought well escorted

I wished to surrender

But realized i am sun

More darkness for their is no

Boundary i cant cross

NO problem I cant weather 

And Whatever ...soon will be over

Over my mind and a past indeed

Your Deeds Preserve 

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Pile of pain

It was him, her and them,

As we sung the goodbye Melodies

With tears flooding our cheeks

As worry and pain chocked our souls 

It was the last time ...last time

LAST TIME

Pile of pain

Science with no conscience

PIC: Courtesy of Google.

Lifeless they laid
Innocent with more tears
Their lungs choking to the gasp
No Oxygen; No savior
Claw of no mercy
The pains of war
The Greed of power
With Weed character at the helm
Every week growing weak
Every decision more sick.
Humanity growing carnival
More talks more stocks
more shocks mere pokes


Science must have conscience
Humanity must have compassion
And what we take for granted;
Is the mistake at stake
Gift of life
Peace of coexistence
And more I remain Very disturbed

What wrong did we do ?

Was our existence the greatest mistake?

Where do we run  to ?

Who will save this mess?

More worries growing 

More sorrow glowing

As we watch ...

Deprivation of Existence 

Elimination there mission

And the Gas.. gassed out my breath

I wailed ... i ran... but it couldn't stop chocking

I hated life 

I regretted ever existing

But i am thankful.

In my Death sleep 

I worry for the living and future generations

I never wish to be back to the cruel world

I am at peace at last 

More with curse to the perpetrators 

In my grave I crave for the blood 

Of the ruthless; 

Enemy to humanity.

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

A day in TSAVO

It was vulgar how we met

Flipping Stern warning 

I was so stressed

Harsh Path patch

I imagined the hogwash

Wrong or right...

I never knew what was right

Left or right 

I had no options

And an apology did the wonders

Days got tougher

and my focus got sharper

I  realized I was  overstepping

And my normal course 

Had abnormal causes

I wished I could shout louder 

but my mind shuttered deeper

I was disturbed 

I had no hope 

and the world came crushing 

All My efforts and support

The context and content was unrealistic

I was so wrong

I was so confused...

But this is hustle

for everything has been asshole...

And i couldn't  maintain the buzz

facts that Life gave me  no apologies

For i am already living 

Survival kept a secret for the fittest 

Humbleness remains my nourishment

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

No limits

Her .. Bold than a Tower
Stronger than a tsunami
Gracious and humbled like a dove
and in her meekness shouts her uniqueness
Her smile sparks a confirmation
Her words  gives hope
And when she pens
You are well assure
A deal is a real wheel

Life with no limits
©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

West wishes; East Dishes

I wished to have stayed longer, but my eyes were so heavy,

I wished to have pumped harder,,but the cum was over,

I wished to have studied harder, but my time was up,

I wished to have partied harder, but my muscles needed a break,

I wished to have stuck longer ,but my time was up,

I wished to hold u tighter, but your memories are my solace,

I wished to say goodbye long ago ; but your smile kept me locked;

I wished to stay faithful ,but faith was the only remaining option;

I wished it never happened, but I cant blame nature

I wished you could have left a note; Yes but am glad i know not

I wished it was today; but options still are blur

I Wish you knew the power in you; but you still a slave to your thinking

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Because We are Friends

Special friends
a gorgeous weekend
start to the end
As we go no end
To this natural bond
In and about
around the world
we move together all round
As we sound  the crushing ground nuts
We seal the rift of mind shift
Sift and move swiftly
To the core of Love
The show of the affluent Shore
As we clear the sore
Of the Sow
Remain bonded
stay unaltered
Forever focused ; forever united
forever us...
Because We are Friends


©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

JUNEBUG"

I stared at the Naked Skies,
Bright stars glowing more,
And the sparkling moon got me exposed,
I couldn't hide my grieve,
My heavy tears Flowing like stream,
And I painfully wondered
Why, why and why
Why so soon, Why her, Why Lord,??
I was in a speechless comma
My tears and eyes narrating the loss
A journey we shared just terminated
And your love gave me more shivers
I couldn't fathom not seeing you again
I couldn't understand why it had to happen
But the Cruel claws of Death,.
Just picked my favorite,
A mother so nurturing and Caring
A Wife ever present
A granny so Compassionate
An Entrepreneur in born
And in Silence, I wished I could change things
In pain I lamented how, Why,?
And until now, I am not at peace
I still have more questions unanswered
Mum... This was so soon.

If Our Tear Stream had power
Mama we could have swept u back
For indeed you made everything to our life
You made our world lovely
You made our future possible
Your words, Indeed will remain treasured
And we promise today,
To carry on your Legacy
To be Strong and Courageous forever
And no matter the Challenge
You taught us, *It's possible in He who strengths US*
We love you, we adore you and your memories,
No amount can purchase any piece
And in peace we accept
All things happen for the Greatness of Lord. 

Mama, find Lords mercy Forever. Amen.

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

I Wish

i wish i could cuddle ua boobs
i wish i could squeeze ua sexiness
i wish i could feel ua warm breath
i wish i could survey ua thighs
i wish i could kiss u deeper
i wish i could make u wet
i wish i could make u shy away
i wish i could make ua heart race
i wish i could tickle u down there
i wish i could feel ua soaking pants
i wish i could make ua heart skip
i wish i could imprison all ua feelings
i wish i could make u moan
i wish i could make u call me Darling
i wish i could make u ask for some
I wish i could feed ua horny boobs on my chest...

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Chronicles of my Soul

i am not an angel

but i have an heart

stupid that it hurts

i wish to keep all shut

but i wake up with more scare

My soul all aware

of the wishes

but more i wish i could open 

open for you 

To enjoy the memories

that i cant speak

more that i wish

to enjoy every bit with 

you ...yes you

oooh for only u

makes my heart  weak

my boobs stiff

my lips waterly

and my eyes sleepy

Can i slip in the letter

Chronicles of my Soul

With love and compassion

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

stupid cupid

i once had a dream...
Dream that ,,,,rings better
And every step i take
i feel stupid 
because i am a cupid
Lacking words
to express how my world
feels and seals 
every step of my life
With silence and balance

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Boy you amazing..

Assume not the future...
In my life book you feature....
And that son and daughter.... 
We will raise together...
Because loving you is easier....
Hate has never been an option...
Boy you amazing.... This love will always be..

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Hold on..

I will walk down the aisle...
And Don that gown...
Precious stoned ring will seal...
And you and me will say...
I do... I do...
You may kiss the bride....
No calling it quits...
These are just hiccups....
One more time....
Hold on... Love conquers all.

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Roll-coaster of life

someone tried  filling the space

yes and the reality dimmed so soon

That i was just hallucinating

for no one made me feel  better than you

Only my heart knows 

what your love meant

it did hurt so much

yes because it was love

i couldnt imagine it happened

And my clear conscience still misses

the avid reader of my work

the critical woman of my soul

And reality came knocking so soon

that we may never happen again

but i kept my hope

more gave time to heal

the mistakes of my past

It was all communication 

the dead end of my LOVE

The candles are still lit

in my mind soul and heart

the history of our love 

curves the fineness of my life

i regret nothing

for ua time in my life was pearl

And i am afraid 

of what i feel

.....

I want you to know even in your current absence

you mean a lot in my life.

.©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Convince me otherwise

i am not convinced that she doesnt love

i am not convinced that hope is done

i am not convinced that we cant fall back together

yes the night is usually dark

but it doesnt deem a day barren

of course, because even the seas 

Go so rough and tough

but this doesnt hinder

the currents from kissing the shoreline

its written all over your face

that you  miss everything

that "i have moved on" 

is the smart lie u use to keep me calm

the tricks of i dont know 

yet u watched us part-ways

in the snap of a second

Now a year is over

20 came and i miss the teen

Crazy and extra smart

I have done alot

just to make u understand how special u r

how grt i miss every piece of u

And am stranded ...

the lady i love 

plays so hard to  get

And it reminds me of the naked nights

that we spend together cuddling

those cold silent nights

that shone bright under the glitters of stars

How grt celebrating ua birthdays was

how i missed just poking you

And the library moments

they remain fresh and sweet

I miss yes the woman i love

Even if it an hour

its more precious than this loneliness

I know, yes you read all 

the poems of my lifestyle

i know u track my next move

and i am  not worried

i am not in rush

for your space  remaim

the qursn of heart....

i wanna send u a valentines flower

but it withers 

i wanna to  write you a poem

just for us too

because we were to be...

LOve in the sky

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Price of a promise

He promised 

that everything is gonna be fine

and today here 

Fines make me whine

to the pains of the fermenting wine

mistaken choices of my priorities

Again the same old story

men are dogs dragged me higher

i sagged lower 

my class mopped the floors

my Ego licked every ass

and i was stuck 

in the claws of the pluck

it was dark

and u assured my ducks

All is cool park

and the chocolate packs

made ua lips the most delicate

most terrible and edible woman i ever found

And i went round and round

in circus of love orbit

My soul made a promise..

that you are the only journey

i am willing to walk

you are the oceans

that am not afraid of deepseas

you the only shore 

i wanna kiss unconditionally like the currents

You are the only rib

that was snatched from me

and i decided 

To swim deeper to ua ocean bottom.

button up .,Stand up

To the promises we made.

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

it was all glitters

i wished never to wake up

from the dreams of the shake up

for it was her super make up

that concealed her true mess

and there i was stuck

to the mud of yes i do...

kisses that i should have missed

to the promise i should have avoided

it was all Glitters

Until i found all golds 

were all sold

More stones stocked

And i don't regret the wake up call

That took away the vows

Of the fateful day

and the plastic smiles

i felt them pierce for a while

my bile evaporating 

i regret sweating on....HER 

yes Her friend

Who caused all this shake up

Back to a messy Bachelor..

With a PHD in permanent Hate Discards

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Charm harm

It was her eyes
that snatched my heart
it was her lips
that made me wish
yes to swim free
against all currents
past all turbulent deep seas
a jungle i was not afraid to venture
a journey am never tired to go
The desert am willing to adventure
for her love oasis
was the best lasting bubble of nature
And her curves
clawed my mind into a circumference
of love charisma
that charm
with no harm...
Hotbed of Sweetness
that make all men Sweat

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Secret to my soul

I remember the first kiss

                                                                                                                           how i almost suffocated

                                                                                                            to the sweetness of the soft palm

                                                                                                coupled with a tight rhythmic squeezes

                                                                                                 massages that terrorized my emotions 

                                                                                                       Hysterically wanting a tighter one

and deeper i felt the lower lips feeling softer

And your tickley fingers down my spine 

made me surrender to this sweet slavery

more the magics of your genius-ness

knowing best, where to hit and when

and my heart beat could tell

that all i needed was u down there

my sleepy eyes imprisoned by your romantic fragrance

words dropping freshly like chocolate bars

and the tells of that night 

wrote the chronicles of my life

the sweet-painful game 

that i no-blame my love

For it signed a new covenant 

that VALENTINES DAY Mystery

A secret to my soul.

©GKatolo 2017.....@Thank you

Lust the game of politics

Wake up 

to the reality

that Politics

Never changes with regime 

Its the advancement of the tricks 

that sublime to wikileaks

more saddening manipulations

of Numbers to add up the calculations

Summation of bulging back account

And flat false promises 

that Miss and mess every citizen

Don't be blackmailed 

by the loudest 

Whoever seems to be the savior

hurts the most

Hats off their Ego

that survive lies bingo

And when the limbo 

Gets deeper into their lingo

Illegal becomes normalized

craftiness formalized

corruption acquire advanced disruption

Lust, the game of politics

Ticks that suck Every citizen

sick that freak humanity

gullible in the gamble 

Only to stumble 

Frame the humble 

©GKatolo 2017.....@Thank you

Where it ended...

our love started withering

the day u went silent

the day u ignored my calls

the night u felt so busy

the time u felt so important

every kiss remains a fairy tale

every touch gave me blind skirmishes

And you hands survey, made u genius

i miss

i miss

the late night chat

the Good morning

And ua soft whispers,

Give it to me

That shit that made me hate you..

Abandoning my son n daughter....

ooooh i miss ...

Yes to Diarhea everything

Assume it never happened ..

Assume u never existed

HAPPY VALENTINES....

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Celebrating "the Queen Of Africa

The seas are praising

The ocean currents are hugging passionately

The birds are singing heavily

And the wildlife jumping up n down

The cuckoos are in choirs

Harmonizing the rhythm

Of the happy birthday choral

To a Gorgeous woman

The trees are swinging better

The winds whistling sharper

The harp of new beginning

Happy birthday to a wonderful soul

Happy birthday to a great mother

Happy birthday to the Queen of Africa

Yes, and more we celebrate you

All the kindness you have extended 

A big thank you for the souls you have touched

Blessings be upon your life forever

And may you never lack

May your pockets overflow

Your family is vineyard of special gene

May God surprise you in a million ways

More in special ways

Africa loves you,the World Salutes u

We give thanks for your zeal and efforts

To your undeterred passion for improving humanity

May our Lord replenish your Energies

May He make you Healthier Everyday

May His favors trickle like falls water

And with a broad smile

We sing “Happy Birthday to You”

May you live to blow 1001 candles

May you live to witness the fruits of your efforts

Thanks for putting a Smile to HUMANITY

©GKatolo 2017.....@Thank you

Hope the Anchor.

worry not
for soon; mourning will night
and morning will shine bright
with hope, victory and glory
stick deeper,to the roots of faith
and to the pureness of Gods love

Hard,  will never overstay
for even seasons
see-saw for a reason

while pains may shake
soon you will shake
the Wake of achievement
and dozens of blessing will overflow


it may drearily sunny today
living in the nightmares of yesternight
with torments of yester-failure
more fracture and blurriness of future

oh dear, a star is a jar
and Our Lord knows best
the plans of man

Do as HE wills
and win the blessings of a rainy day
and with compassion of the whirling turbulence
BEWARE,
As the berries of today get bitter,
The Scorch of the sun makes others better
Stick NOW, sweeter is in processing
and progress in excess
So, dump today's recession
claw and clamp  tomorrow succession
don't be caught up in the regrets
while all the secret
are indeed, in the creed.
Agreed!!
Grow hard Darling.

in the dessert of possibility
an oasis of conqueror exists

be secure like the ships
that plunges in the deepseas
Anchor your soul deeper into hope.

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Nakedness

the pain of some words
bleeds deeper than civil war
the bitterness of some reality
chokes the hope of livelihood
with the zeal of survival
and the crave of revenge
denting  deeper the grave of existence

poorness a true state of mind
of means and processing capacity
and the status of humanity
demanding embrace of every faction
the fraction of hatred
that grows with the loose of a tongue
breeds enemity out of insanity
tame that lame
for no fame is to blame


rejection is an evil spell
catalyzing life in duoway
and with the purity of my heart
my soul breeds white
bleeds light and fights in bright
For the naked moon  at night
is the hope of purity n clarity
but too the scorch of the sun
is the light of the world
As well the wither in the dry season

GKatolo 2017.....@Thank you

Sea Trapped in a Drop

i shed a tear
not because i am a lesser man
lessen the burden
is the vision of my situation
Not that i pity
but by witty
i shitty the dirty
in my skull
log at all orge alter
and in the altar
i kneel down to say a prayer
life in this layer
is crazy



©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Why! Oh Why!

Why!  Oh Why!
i repeat,reveals  but Why!
I repent but still why!

My heart is heavy
my body sore
with  Bitter words and scuds
The swords of careless yapping
combined with the lightweight of Evaluation
All a product of underestimation
Advanced by insensitivity

All pressured toward my innocence
Fairness is never a fair-play
Am wiser but still cant understand why!


 ©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you