Hope the Anchor.

worry not
for soon; mourning will night
and morning will shine bright
with hope, victory and glory
stick deeper,to the roots of faith
and to the pureness of Gods love

Hard,  will never overstay
for even seasons
see-saw for a reason

while pains may shake
soon you will shake
the Wake of achievement
and dozens of blessing will overflow


it may drearily sunny today
living in the nightmares of yesternight
with torments of yester-failure
more fracture and blurriness of future

oh dear, a star is a jar
and Our Lord knows best
the plans of man

Do as HE wills
and win the blessings of a rainy day
and with compassion of the whirling turbulence
BEWARE,
As the berries of today get bitter,
The Scorch of the sun makes others better
Stick NOW, sweeter is in processing
and progress in excess
So, dump today's recession
claw and clamp  tomorrow succession
don't be caught up in the regrets
while all the secret
are indeed, in the creed.
Agreed!!
Grow hard Darling.

in the dessert of possibility
an oasis of conqueror exists

be secure like the ships
that plunges in the deepseas
Anchor your soul deeper into hope.

©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Nakedness

the pain of some words
bleeds deeper than civil war
the bitterness of some reality
chokes the hope of livelihood
with the zeal of survival
and the crave of revenge
denting  deeper the grave of existence

poorness a true state of mind
of means and processing capacity
and the status of humanity
demanding embrace of every faction
the fraction of hatred
that grows with the loose of a tongue
breeds enemity out of insanity
tame that lame
for no fame is to blame


rejection is an evil spell
catalyzing life in duoway
and with the purity of my heart
my soul breeds white
bleeds light and fights in bright
For the naked moon  at night
is the hope of purity n clarity
but too the scorch of the sun
is the light of the world
As well the wither in the dry season

GKatolo 2017.....@Thank you

Sea Trapped in a Drop

i shed a tear
not because i am a lesser man
lessen the burden
is the vision of my situation
Not that i pity
but by witty
i shitty the dirty
in my skull
log at all orge alter
and in the altar
i kneel down to say a prayer
life in this layer
is crazy



©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Why! Oh Why!

Why!  Oh Why!
i repeat,reveals  but Why!
I repent but still why!

My heart is heavy
my body sore
with  Bitter words and scuds
The swords of careless yapping
combined with the lightweight of Evaluation
All a product of underestimation
Advanced by insensitivity

All pressured toward my innocence
Fairness is never a fair-play
Am wiser but still cant understand why!


 ©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Tragic of the Dream

The doers summon the Dreamers

at the depth  of riches,
is the scars of persistence,
at the ululation of success,
is the hallucination of  sleeplessness,
At the praise of achievements,
is the soreness of hardships,
at the jiggle-bells of victory,
 is the bitterness of life,
and with the smoothness of attainments, ,
is the perseverance of life torments,
at the highways of yes i Can,
is the endurance of frights of impossibility,
and at the sweetness of thumbs up,
is the blisters of in-certainty,

in conclusion
Behind every success is a Grisly price-tag
Nothing is simple, in as much as all may seem glitters 
Every  dream is useless if you don't wake up


©GKatolo 2017 .....@Thank you

Tales of Last night

As the Day broke it's virginity
Musica Dating the air waves
And Cheers filling the space
It was so gyrating...to see all these unwind

business defining boundaries

that no brotherhood in it

more liquor ruling over 

all bonds floated at stake

because Mr Liquor took charge 

And in no seconds

she started abusing 

the friendship we have for years

throwing tantrums uncontrollably

hating and accusing me for being fly

that all princess need me

an allegation i refute forever

For only her makes my oasis fresh

but am sorry,

u deserved not the blows

your sorry all flimsy

Your master beer all controlling

the space of your thinking and loading

updating the crap of your life

and more accusing ,me for everything

kindly, go slow on liquor

Go slow on accusation

relax dear, you and only you

can make my armory lively 

To The Cookie of my Love Empire

To The Cookie of my Love Empire

To the woman i made cry…

Am sorry, is not good enough,

Am disturbed, doesn’t come closer,

To narrating the turmoil I caused,

A daughter of a Woman,

A princess of a darling father,

But too am so damn shocked,

That all these happened without my knowledge,

The nights of severe worries,

With dull morning of entire mourning,

You tears can cause flooding,

With the acidity in them causing instant corrosion,

To the woman i made cry…

But why?

Why didn’t you talk to me?

Why didn’t you shout in front of my face?

Why didn’t you speak up your mind?

Why didn’t you poke me straight away?

Why did you keep all these to yourself?

Tell me …why?

To the woman i made cry…

It was so late that I was hinted,

That my crush has been hidden,

The love position of my life,

Suppressing her feeling always,

With fury skyrocketing every-time she saw us,

My best friend,

A lady you have always doubted,

Guessing that she own the best pie of your dream,

Consuming the forbidden fruit of your adoration,

Hating her so much, yes she is innocent,

You have caused yourself a lot of pain in search of love,

Stupid undeterred craving of my hugs,

To extends of beating up my girlfriends,

For you never imagined,

A day without me,

More your mind was boiling,

How best you can own me,

I was told!!!

I now know,

That attitude you have lately,

Was flimsy scorn,

Wondering how naïve I have always being,

Not pursuing your golden Jackpot,

Free wonderful goodies,

That you have denied any man living or dead,

All because of me,

But am not guilty for anything,

More I am so disturbed why?

And Why… gives me more Aches,

But am so sorry for the sleepless nights,

The daily yearning you amassed,

All because you cared for me,

All because Only me you Wanted,

Come baby come,

Darling you feelings are not wrong,

Your instincts may be wrong but not your heart,

Stop being insecure,

Am still single and unmarked

The cure of your Love diseases

The Lyon of our Empire,

Cookie my Love

Come baby come

Your dreams are still valid.

Baby girl wipe your tears,

Cleanse your soul.

To the woman i made cry…

                                                          ©GKatolo 2017
                                                            Thank you

Christmas miracle

Tests of time have been surpassed
This time of year has to be the best
Since the wise men followed the stars
They unravelled all of the mistery

The angels sang such a beautiful song
And nothing on this day could go wrong
Happiness had taken the throne
And all the sadness and misery to be thrown

Some sort of magic wand
Sweeps over all the land
Golden fairy dust covering all that stands
In a divine glory that no being can understand

Every hearty laughter
Every mother reconnected with her daughter
Every evaded disaster
Even as all people cluster
Is a Christmas Miracle

Dating a Vixen

Darling.... Hey darling...
I roam the city via Uber
My phone accepts only post-pay airtime
and  my breakfast.... Only Java knows
My Dressing, Delloite, Mr price or Walmart can
Pizza Inn, KFC or Chicken Inn are my lunch hubs
My Time keeper is only Rolex
My Ears comfy only via Beat by Dre.
My gadgets only Apple can make
Dubai, Seychelles or Maldives are my Holiday joints
I only shop in Malls
My budget always 6 digits.
My class no school can
And the Swag, you will have to try harder

Am not an oxen to go ploughing
Am not wash machine or maid to wash your clothes
Am not cattle to watch over me
I am not your Mama to baby you
Am not Dish washer to do your dishes
Am fire allergic don't expect me to cook for you
I am not mop to wash your house
Am not security guard to watch over your Family
You are not Cctv to monitor my lifestyle
Am not an hawker to March from town to town
Am not Dog to bear you Quadruplets

So make a  Choice...
Match my Class or Quit
Provide for the above in excess or I Leave
Spoil my lifestyle or someone else does
Overflow my account or we done
Worship me or I wash You away
Do better than my dad or I question your manhood
Groove like a king before I broom you like a Chokoch..
Groom like a celeb or I Doom you like an idiot
Meet my demands and expect heavens on earth
Yours Loving Darling
Vixen Princess..

Christmas CountDown 6®

Angels , I hear them beckon
In resounding unison they reckon
It is that time of the year again
When it rains heavens
When no cloud dares drift the sunshine
And the breeze boasts of only riveting fragrance

The sweet soothing tunes make everything right
And no desolate thought could ever creep into the light
The stars twinkle ever so bright
Whispering into each other ears of the eternal secrets they have kept
Of this glorious night

And if tomorrow never comes
This day met all our dire dreams
With a conviction of a newness
That gives birth to such goodness
We are happy to be witnesses
Of such blessings

Kissing under the mistletoe
Goosebumps forming under our pores
The beauty of this day calms
All our doubts and fears
We stand out in the daylight in the sun's beaming rays
We make merry, happy to be here yet another Christmas.

All I needed was a dad

I hate all men
I hate the man who sweat all night
To share his Mucus to my mama
I hate this crushing coldness
All my years are pathetic deficit
I have missed all that tight hug
To assure me all is OK
I have missed that security
From your mere presence
I have missed your advise
Who men are....
I have missed your hope...
That everything is gonna be fine
I have missed a coat hanging in our house
To symbolize guidance n leadership
Yes I am unapologetically hating
All the fathers
Deadbeat silly mannequin
With their flimsy philanthropic generosity
That seals all holes
Just to satisfy a one night stand
Just to offload  loads of mucus
That hanging gun btn your legs
Needs chop off,
You don't deserve a second on top of any lady.
Do you ever see how your blood is suffering?
Where did that burning desire go?
How did you lose your Compassion ?
How do you sleep, walk, talk?
When all your children
are Street urchins and,
Are suffering all their life's?
I wish your father n mother did something better
Maybe masturbate all night.
For your are a living mistake...
A father indeed.... But A dad Never.

Days before

All women are great
Yes, few very unique
In their making and Genetics
You realize a natural spark
A fabric so meticulous
Lovely by all standards
Slow to conclusions and confusion
For the never give conditions.
They have special Quality value
Expensive but money Cant purchase.
They value Humanity,
Living a life of Reality
Rarely  do they flirt
For they selectively absorb
Partners of equal measure.
love to them so paramount
Laying them a living night mare

Darling Mother

We are lucky to have You as our Mother
Indeed tough than you ever thought
And special to it, she treated us as one of his best
In her Uniqueness she forever adored us
With unlimited love she embraced us
And in fact, We are luck, we shared more
The best part of her life
Extremely marvelous, she made constant visits
To bless the efforts of our Ventures
As well advice us on a myriad life issues

We have lost, a tower of our life
The epitome of wisdom
We mourn her, With our souls deeply heavy
But we gonna be strong,
Taking good care of Papa n ua Daughters
We promise to nurture your grandchildren
To respectable citizens
And in this sad moments
We remain Bonded by your love
As we accept the will of God
More thank him for giving us a lovely mother.

Shush

Shush..Dear shush
Why did you leave so fast?
We had agreements,
That we gonna share this holiday together
In your beautiful Kangundo Gardens 
As we have always being
Bracing new years in Style
And now we can't imagine
finding an absent you
Kinder Joy no more, and the chocolates no more
Please wake up, we need more your time
And Your story telling techniques
Now who is gonna fetch fruits for us
Who is gonna watch over us
As we play hide n seek in your coffee shamba
Shush.... Why... why...?
We miss playing around you
We miss taking a walk with you
We miss your High fives
We miss you Smooth Hugs
Darling, we miss you.
Forever we miss you

But hope we gonna meet
In the beautiful paradise of heavens
We still know you will watch over us
Grow into big personalities
To conquer all your records
And make you proud
As the fruits of your generations shine extraordinarily
High missed and Loved by all

Your boys

The first day you held Me in your hands
You were so proud to be a mother
The beauty of our family Started
It's so gorgeous our baby brother sealed it
Words lack meaning
To express how special you have been
Our thinking gets blur to this imagination
Mama is no More,the life spring no more
Nothing can express,the impact of your loss
But we console our heart
With the great memories shared
Our family mantle to take to the next level
Honouring all the advise and Guidance shared

We are so humbled by the moments we shared
well remain your meticulously First n last born
Our families will miss every bit of you
And that tight Embrace
we will miss so much
And all is gonna be fine, will lead the way
With the million times we have smiled
We still can't get enough of that
Mama we will make you proud forever
All the hope you gave, will spur us forever
It's hard to plainly accept
But for we Witnessed the struggle face to face
We fully salute you, Our Champion

Mama we are proud of you
With will forever be strong for the Family
We will stand strong to its value
We will bond everyone with your Compassion

Big sister

She is Our Biggest Sister
Yes Our Guardian angel
The heart beat of our existence
The best care taker life can offer
And our greatest confidant
A mother more than a mother
A bond forever unshakable
She gave us more than we ever asked
Even in our marriages
She was articulately concerned
Wanting the best for us
Daily challenging us from our comfort zones
And all over the world
we couldn't get anyone so Loving
To her we were forever her darling children
We never wanted her out of our sight
NEVER... we never Imagined a life without her

We already missing, the coffee hours we shared
The graceful days we partied together
In great grief, we regret the crushing pains
That gave you sleepless nights
And we watched you Fight,
Fight this Gruelling monster
And we prayed and Hoped
All is gonna be fine
Yet, this is a fresh dreams to us..
Mama, We had big plans
and in solidarity we promise
To diligently fulfil every plan
We are so proud
That we will carry on your legacy
And remember you had many daughters
Yes They love you forever
They cherish Every wisdom you shared
And all together
We send our *Thumbs Up*
All is well with our soul
Till we meet Again...

*Your marvelous exemplary Daughters*

My Other Rib cracked

It's a blessing,
That God granted me the best half
Even in your deep sleep
I will cuddle you forever
For our Union, is a rollercoaster of fairy tale
I found a loving Mother in you
A partner worth my everything
And when I was nobody
You picked every bit of me n built an Empire
I yearn to Hug you tight 
And indeed I must confess
That you were the central pillar of Us
In pains you bore me 5 beautiful Angels
Raised them in to Mature responsible citizens
I am forever indebted

My heart is heavy
Lacking words to say,
For yours Suffered most..
I watched you bid us farewell
But still You have not left us
Your soul lives within Us
Your motherly love will forever remain
And Darling, I miss you
The bed getting cold day after day
and my ears missing your sweet voice
Your giggles and smiles...
No one can ever fill that gap
It's hard to accept,
But am joyfully happy
For I know you singing with Angels
Watching over us
Blessing every step of our life.

You are the best thing that ever happened in my life
Alice my dear, Physically you are gone
In our hearts You remain forever n ever
I promise to be a father-Mother
To our Gorgeous Family
My only Beautifully n wonderfully made.

Cherished Forever.

I recall the last smiles
How you Broadly narrated to me
The conditions of your health
You dramatized it so energetically
Yet sealed the Pains with an Hopeful smile And in Conclusion you forever asserted
*May the Will of God be Done*

Business, was your daily breakfast
With Zeal and passion unmatched
You always asked for one more chance,
Hoping to get better soon
So that you can venture more in it
A fighter indeed, an Hardworking soul
Has just bid us farewell
and in thus, it's well with our soul

She was a mother to many,
Forever loving, caring  and kind
A no nonsense granny,
Always challenging us to do better
And of course a pillar to so many
Who sort guidance and counsel from her
And as usual "thumbs up" Was her confession
All is gonna be fine...

It was painful see you in the hospital bed,
And the happiness in your face 
Was so conspicuous once you realized I had just donated blood,
And you promised to fight, and fight,
I will never forget, how you repeated your words
*May the Will of God be Done *
And how you reminded us,
all our lives belong to our Father

Days are fast Flowing, and yet it's still hard to believe
An Angel has left us, A gem is no more,
The Void you left, No one can ever fill,
Mama, Dad loves you forever,
Your Daughters will forever heed your wisdom
And your Sons... Will embrace your Guidance all their lives...
We know you singing with other Angels
We happy for the time God granted us to share
We Bless His name as we pray for healing
We all in this painful journey
But it's well with our Soul.
Father May your will be done forever.
We love you, Mum, Siz, Grandma, Auntie, Cousin.
Rest in Paradise..

CRaZy If

If I had to fight only Sickness could
If I had to wrestle only my brains would
if I had to settle only the skies would
If I had  to talk Only Words Would
If I had to compete only my conscience could
If I had to agree only my nod would
If I had to love only my soul could
If I had to sing only my lips could

I am crazy by birth
Naughty by default
and genius by nature

Am this messed up

I sit back at the haunt of failure
With reality lighting up my world
Life is a bed of thorny Cactus
And not meeting it's Quality n Value
leaves one more Pathetic.

Yes and I was a baby at first
I could crawl over every Offense
For I had strong defense
And here I am, with more regrets
more life secrets, And tired of Growing Up
Am silly in action, feeble in accountability
Yes for I had to lie over and over again
To act as if my life was all okay
Yet I was in the Mess that life is.

Indeed I couldn't agree any more
That change was the best concoction
To heal all the Pathogens of my existence
But too am still stuck,
At what life puzzle is all about
I stay good only to be Betrayed
Am frustrated for failing my immediate
I still don't know what I need
If life was reset again
More mistakes made me a guru
More fall out made me Mature

History judges my Hustle
Future castrating my ambitions
and present exposing my weaknesses
The faults of over expecting
Seasoned with the experience of deception And finally cured with Reality
Hope brightening my Life
And thankful is all I conclude