To The Cookie of my Love Empire

To The Cookie of my Love Empire

To the woman i made cry…

Am sorry, is not good enough,

Am disturbed, doesn’t come closer,

To narrating the turmoil I caused,

A daughter of a Woman,

A princess of a darling father,

But too am so damn shocked,

That all these happened without my knowledge,

The nights of severe worries,

With dull morning of entire mourning,

You tears can cause flooding,

With the acidity in them causing instant corrosion,

To the woman i made cry…

But why?

Why didn’t you talk to me?

Why didn’t you shout in front of my face?

Why didn’t you speak up your mind?

Why didn’t you poke me straight away?

Why did you keep all these to yourself?

Tell me …why?

To the woman i made cry…

It was so late that I was hinted,

That my crush has been hidden,

The love position of my life,

Suppressing her feeling always,

With fury skyrocketing every-time she saw us,

My best friend,

A lady you have always doubted,

Guessing that she own the best pie of your dream,

Consuming the forbidden fruit of your adoration,

Hating her so much, yes she is innocent,

You have caused yourself a lot of pain in search of love,

Stupid undeterred craving of my hugs,

To extends of beating up my girlfriends,

For you never imagined,

A day without me,

More your mind was boiling,

How best you can own me,

I was told!!!

I now know,

That attitude you have lately,

Was flimsy scorn,

Wondering how naïve I have always being,

Not pursuing your golden Jackpot,

Free wonderful goodies,

That you have denied any man living or dead,

All because of me,

But am not guilty for anything,

More I am so disturbed why?

And Why… gives me more Aches,

But am so sorry for the sleepless nights,

The daily yearning you amassed,

All because you cared for me,

All because Only me you Wanted,

Come baby come,

Darling you feelings are not wrong,

Your instincts may be wrong but not your heart,

Stop being insecure,

Am still single and unmarked

The cure of your Love diseases

The Lyon of our Empire,

Cookie my Love

Come baby come

Your dreams are still valid.

Baby girl wipe your tears,

Cleanse your soul.

To the woman i made cry…

                                                          ©GKatolo 2017
                                                            Thank you

Christmas miracle

Tests of time have been surpassed
This time of year has to be the best
Since the wise men followed the stars
They unravelled all of the mistery

The angels sang such a beautiful song
And nothing on this day could go wrong
Happiness had taken the throne
And all the sadness and misery to be thrown

Some sort of magic wand
Sweeps over all the land
Golden fairy dust covering all that stands
In a divine glory that no being can understand

Every hearty laughter
Every mother reconnected with her daughter
Every evaded disaster
Even as all people cluster
Is a Christmas Miracle

Dating a Vixen

Darling.... Hey darling...
I roam the city via Uber
My phone accepts only post-pay airtime
and  my breakfast.... Only Java knows
My Dressing, Delloite, Mr price or Walmart can
Pizza Inn, KFC or Chicken Inn are my lunch hubs
My Time keeper is only Rolex
My Ears comfy only via Beat by Dre.
My gadgets only Apple can make
Dubai, Seychelles or Maldives are my Holiday joints
I only shop in Malls
My budget always 6 digits.
My class no school can
And the Swag, you will have to try harder

Am not an oxen to go ploughing
Am not wash machine or maid to wash your clothes
Am not cattle to watch over me
I am not your Mama to baby you
Am not Dish washer to do your dishes
Am fire allergic don't expect me to cook for you
I am not mop to wash your house
Am not security guard to watch over your Family
You are not Cctv to monitor my lifestyle
Am not an hawker to March from town to town
Am not Dog to bear you Quadruplets

So make a  Choice...
Match my Class or Quit
Provide for the above in excess or I Leave
Spoil my lifestyle or someone else does
Overflow my account or we done
Worship me or I wash You away
Do better than my dad or I question your manhood
Groove like a king before I broom you like a Chokoch..
Groom like a celeb or I Doom you like an idiot
Meet my demands and expect heavens on earth
Yours Loving Darling
Vixen Princess..

Christmas CountDown 6®

Angels , I hear them beckon
In resounding unison they reckon
It is that time of the year again
When it rains heavens
When no cloud dares drift the sunshine
And the breeze boasts of only riveting fragrance

The sweet soothing tunes make everything right
And no desolate thought could ever creep into the light
The stars twinkle ever so bright
Whispering into each other ears of the eternal secrets they have kept
Of this glorious night

And if tomorrow never comes
This day met all our dire dreams
With a conviction of a newness
That gives birth to such goodness
We are happy to be witnesses
Of such blessings

Kissing under the mistletoe
Goosebumps forming under our pores
The beauty of this day calms
All our doubts and fears
We stand out in the daylight in the sun's beaming rays
We make merry, happy to be here yet another Christmas.

All I needed was a dad

I hate all men
I hate the man who sweat all night
To share his Mucus to my mama
I hate this crushing coldness
All my years are pathetic deficit
I have missed all that tight hug
To assure me all is OK
I have missed that security
From your mere presence
I have missed your advise
Who men are....
I have missed your hope...
That everything is gonna be fine
I have missed a coat hanging in our house
To symbolize guidance n leadership
Yes I am unapologetically hating
All the fathers
Deadbeat silly mannequin
With their flimsy philanthropic generosity
That seals all holes
Just to satisfy a one night stand
Just to offload  loads of mucus
That hanging gun btn your legs
Needs chop off,
You don't deserve a second on top of any lady.
Do you ever see how your blood is suffering?
Where did that burning desire go?
How did you lose your Compassion ?
How do you sleep, walk, talk?
When all your children
are Street urchins and,
Are suffering all their life's?
I wish your father n mother did something better
Maybe masturbate all night.
For your are a living mistake...
A father indeed.... But A dad Never.

Days before

All women are great
Yes, few very unique
In their making and Genetics
You realize a natural spark
A fabric so meticulous
Lovely by all standards
Slow to conclusions and confusion
For the never give conditions.
They have special Quality value
Expensive but money Cant purchase.
They value Humanity,
Living a life of Reality
Rarely  do they flirt
For they selectively absorb
Partners of equal measure.
love to them so paramount
Laying them a living night mare

Darling Mother

We are lucky to have You as our Mother
Indeed tough than you ever thought
And special to it, she treated us as one of his best
In her Uniqueness she forever adored us
With unlimited love she embraced us
And in fact, We are luck, we shared more
The best part of her life
Extremely marvelous, she made constant visits
To bless the efforts of our Ventures
As well advice us on a myriad life issues

We have lost, a tower of our life
The epitome of wisdom
We mourn her, With our souls deeply heavy
But we gonna be strong,
Taking good care of Papa n ua Daughters
We promise to nurture your grandchildren
To respectable citizens
And in this sad moments
We remain Bonded by your love
As we accept the will of God
More thank him for giving us a lovely mother.

Shush

Shush..Dear shush
Why did you leave so fast?
We had agreements,
That we gonna share this holiday together
In your beautiful Kangundo Gardens 
As we have always being
Bracing new years in Style
And now we can't imagine
finding an absent you
Kinder Joy no more, and the chocolates no more
Please wake up, we need more your time
And Your story telling techniques
Now who is gonna fetch fruits for us
Who is gonna watch over us
As we play hide n seek in your coffee shamba
Shush.... Why... why...?
We miss playing around you
We miss taking a walk with you
We miss your High fives
We miss you Smooth Hugs
Darling, we miss you.
Forever we miss you

But hope we gonna meet
In the beautiful paradise of heavens
We still know you will watch over us
Grow into big personalities
To conquer all your records
And make you proud
As the fruits of your generations shine extraordinarily
High missed and Loved by all

Your boys

The first day you held Me in your hands
You were so proud to be a mother
The beauty of our family Started
It's so gorgeous our baby brother sealed it
Words lack meaning
To express how special you have been
Our thinking gets blur to this imagination
Mama is no More,the life spring no more
Nothing can express,the impact of your loss
But we console our heart
With the great memories shared
Our family mantle to take to the next level
Honouring all the advise and Guidance shared

We are so humbled by the moments we shared
well remain your meticulously First n last born
Our families will miss every bit of you
And that tight Embrace
we will miss so much
And all is gonna be fine, will lead the way
With the million times we have smiled
We still can't get enough of that
Mama we will make you proud forever
All the hope you gave, will spur us forever
It's hard to plainly accept
But for we Witnessed the struggle face to face
We fully salute you, Our Champion

Mama we are proud of you
With will forever be strong for the Family
We will stand strong to its value
We will bond everyone with your Compassion

Big sister

She is Our Biggest Sister
Yes Our Guardian angel
The heart beat of our existence
The best care taker life can offer
And our greatest confidant
A mother more than a mother
A bond forever unshakable
She gave us more than we ever asked
Even in our marriages
She was articulately concerned
Wanting the best for us
Daily challenging us from our comfort zones
And all over the world
we couldn't get anyone so Loving
To her we were forever her darling children
We never wanted her out of our sight
NEVER... we never Imagined a life without her

We already missing, the coffee hours we shared
The graceful days we partied together
In great grief, we regret the crushing pains
That gave you sleepless nights
And we watched you Fight,
Fight this Gruelling monster
And we prayed and Hoped
All is gonna be fine
Yet, this is a fresh dreams to us..
Mama, We had big plans
and in solidarity we promise
To diligently fulfil every plan
We are so proud
That we will carry on your legacy
And remember you had many daughters
Yes They love you forever
They cherish Every wisdom you shared
And all together
We send our *Thumbs Up*
All is well with our soul
Till we meet Again...

*Your marvelous exemplary Daughters*

My Other Rib cracked

It's a blessing,
That God granted me the best half
Even in your deep sleep
I will cuddle you forever
For our Union, is a rollercoaster of fairy tale
I found a loving Mother in you
A partner worth my everything
And when I was nobody
You picked every bit of me n built an Empire
I yearn to Hug you tight 
And indeed I must confess
That you were the central pillar of Us
In pains you bore me 5 beautiful Angels
Raised them in to Mature responsible citizens
I am forever indebted

My heart is heavy
Lacking words to say,
For yours Suffered most..
I watched you bid us farewell
But still You have not left us
Your soul lives within Us
Your motherly love will forever remain
And Darling, I miss you
The bed getting cold day after day
and my ears missing your sweet voice
Your giggles and smiles...
No one can ever fill that gap
It's hard to accept,
But am joyfully happy
For I know you singing with Angels
Watching over us
Blessing every step of our life.

You are the best thing that ever happened in my life
Alice my dear, Physically you are gone
In our hearts You remain forever n ever
I promise to be a father-Mother
To our Gorgeous Family
My only Beautifully n wonderfully made.

Cherished Forever.

I recall the last smiles
How you Broadly narrated to me
The conditions of your health
You dramatized it so energetically
Yet sealed the Pains with an Hopeful smile And in Conclusion you forever asserted
*May the Will of God be Done*

Business, was your daily breakfast
With Zeal and passion unmatched
You always asked for one more chance,
Hoping to get better soon
So that you can venture more in it
A fighter indeed, an Hardworking soul
Has just bid us farewell
and in thus, it's well with our soul

She was a mother to many,
Forever loving, caring  and kind
A no nonsense granny,
Always challenging us to do better
And of course a pillar to so many
Who sort guidance and counsel from her
And as usual "thumbs up" Was her confession
All is gonna be fine...

It was painful see you in the hospital bed,
And the happiness in your face 
Was so conspicuous once you realized I had just donated blood,
And you promised to fight, and fight,
I will never forget, how you repeated your words
*May the Will of God be Done *
And how you reminded us,
all our lives belong to our Father

Days are fast Flowing, and yet it's still hard to believe
An Angel has left us, A gem is no more,
The Void you left, No one can ever fill,
Mama, Dad loves you forever,
Your Daughters will forever heed your wisdom
And your Sons... Will embrace your Guidance all their lives...
We know you singing with other Angels
We happy for the time God granted us to share
We Bless His name as we pray for healing
We all in this painful journey
But it's well with our Soul.
Father May your will be done forever.
We love you, Mum, Siz, Grandma, Auntie, Cousin.
Rest in Paradise..

CRaZy If

If I had to fight only Sickness could
If I had to wrestle only my brains would
if I had to settle only the skies would
If I had  to talk Only Words Would
If I had to compete only my conscience could
If I had to agree only my nod would
If I had to love only my soul could
If I had to sing only my lips could

I am crazy by birth
Naughty by default
and genius by nature

Am this messed up

I sit back at the haunt of failure
With reality lighting up my world
Life is a bed of thorny Cactus
And not meeting it's Quality n Value
leaves one more Pathetic.

Yes and I was a baby at first
I could crawl over every Offense
For I had strong defense
And here I am, with more regrets
more life secrets, And tired of Growing Up
Am silly in action, feeble in accountability
Yes for I had to lie over and over again
To act as if my life was all okay
Yet I was in the Mess that life is.

Indeed I couldn't agree any more
That change was the best concoction
To heal all the Pathogens of my existence
But too am still stuck,
At what life puzzle is all about
I stay good only to be Betrayed
Am frustrated for failing my immediate
I still don't know what I need
If life was reset again
More mistakes made me a guru
More fall out made me Mature

History judges my Hustle
Future castrating my ambitions
and present exposing my weaknesses
The faults of over expecting
Seasoned with the experience of deception And finally cured with Reality
Hope brightening my Life
And thankful is all I conclude

In less than 24hours

The world is waiting
For you to make the greatest mistake
with their mouth wide open
Wondering, when did your greatness vanish
Where did your Soberness Go
More the greatest success
Of Electing the best Leader
Compatriot Enough
To make the globe more safer
Embrace diversity & universality

We wish you all the best,
We might have elected for you
All the same, Make us proud
Don't degrade the dignity we Accord you
Never Erode the sanity we respect you for
Never give us the chance to doubt you
We respect your institutions
We respect your advancements
But the best you can do is give us a great leader

Many are still worried
What happens next
what went wrong where?
We zip and wait, to see what happens tomorrow...

All the best United States of America

Broken Rib

I have a broken rib
One that only a woman can meant
SO Broken that I can't Survive
Life of No regret & Secrets
Because none is ready
To be the Golden Queen
The real master of Companionship

Yes and Hardships Cracked it
Hustle Teared It apart
Fucking Life roasted it's ability
and  Every fail trotted even harder
With Spears so sharp
Whips the real Tornado
And the reality Life was the Hurricane

I keep the Pain
In silence, I push harder
With every Quake It Aches more
But determination heals it
Passion and Compassion doing the Magics
And the realest partner still haunts more
Yelling the Inability in me
Dooming all my efforts entirely

It's her rib
That's why am not even scared
Because when the right Fits
Healing will be Instant
Success will be a super Highway
Life will be fun
And worry will turn to Glory
For I got Rib Puzzle.

Our Flower has Withered

Death in your cruelty you take the Best
In your secrecy you rob our family
Steal away our Peace
And leave us in Pain n more worries

We wish we knew your Formulae
we could have planned for an exact timing
We wish we knew your Desires
And we will pay u in abundance

Day in out, seconds in
You just take them
One by one and with no Favoritism
We are Still confused, for you never satisfied

Darling, we wish out tears could save you,
We hope out frown could bring you back
But watching you rise up the Heaven Chariot
We thank God For everything,
He is the Creator n Also the Owner
We opt to accept, For its the only painful Truth
We hope to meet you,
As we sing Hallelujah Forever.
Rest in Peace... @Dear Pendo

Situationship

She is beautiful
But silent when in situationship
She is lovely and jovial
But Mute at the phase of danger
She is a young mama's baby
But very quiet when over thinking
She is very exemplary
But very reserved in Normalcy
She is gorgeous at heart
But blunt when at pains
She is playfully sweet
But dented by mood swings
She is a creative keen observer
But a bully at discoveries
She is a Golden star
But craze when stirred
She is an ardent reader
I wish I could write books for her.

She is a perfect match
A quality many dream of
Her class and perseverance
Makes doves lovely
I wanna sing a song
To an angel so dear
I wanna clear her tears
That run deep all year
I wanna put a broad smile
That gonna glow her entire life
I wanna meant the pains
That stain her heart.
I wanna live up to her dreams
That boldly make her hardworking
I wanna spare my Empire
For a queen worth her
I wanna glow her soul.
To eternity of Compassion & Unity
Love that flow with passion
With Embrace of Greatness.

Love Magics

Love has taught me
The Value of tears
The worth of trust
And the weight of words

Love has shown me
The bitterness of Betrayal
The Ugliness of beauty
And the end of Compassion

Love has taught me
How to move on with life
How to treasure the best
And worry less of my Ex.

Love has taught me
How blind I have been
Running after sexiness
Yet a Queen was in Waiting.

Love has build me
To the epitome of acceptance
With satisfaction assured
All day long Happiness sealed

How did it happen

Many say they love
Others confess Daily
How they care,
How they don't get  sound sleep
How  they no eat
How they  wanna make u a queen
How they dream big of the future
Pure Lies, That have glued marriages
The sweet honey that courtship is

Some wonder how
Stupid they have been
Living with a ghost
In the name love
Many shed tears daily
Cursing their Dumbness
Silly Crap that they gladly signed
Without a second thought
How things were to turn out
A reality so conspicuous
That life is dealing with you
for your own decisions