To The Cookie of my Love Empire

To The Cookie of my Love Empire

To the woman i made cry…

Am sorry, is not good enough,

Am disturbed, doesn’t come closer,

To narrating the turmoil I caused,

A daughter of a Woman,

A princess of a darling father,

But too am so damn shocked,

That all these happened without my knowledge,

The nights of severe worries,

With dull morning of entire mourning,

You tears can cause flooding,

With the acidity in them causing instant corrosion,

To the woman i made cry…

But why?

Why didn’t you talk to me?

Why didn’t you shout in front of my face?

Why didn’t you speak up your mind?

Why didn’t you poke me straight away?

Why did you keep all these to yourself?

Tell me …why?

To the woman i made cry…

It was so late that I was hinted,

That my crush has been hidden,

The love position of my life,

Suppressing her feeling always,

With fury skyrocketing every-time she saw us,

My best friend,

A lady you have always doubted,

Guessing that she own the best pie of your dream,

Consuming the forbidden fruit of your adoration,

Hating her so much, yes she is innocent,

You have caused yourself a lot of pain in search of love,

Stupid undeterred craving of my hugs,

To extends of beating up my girlfriends,

For you never imagined,

A day without me,

More your mind was boiling,

How best you can own me,

I was told!!!

I now know,

That attitude you have lately,

Was flimsy scorn,

Wondering how naïve I have always being,

Not pursuing your golden Jackpot,

Free wonderful goodies,

That you have denied any man living or dead,

All because of me,

But am not guilty for anything,

More I am so disturbed why?

And Why… gives me more Aches,

But am so sorry for the sleepless nights,

The daily yearning you amassed,

All because you cared for me,

All because Only me you Wanted,

Come baby come,

Darling you feelings are not wrong,

Your instincts may be wrong but not your heart,

Stop being insecure,

Am still single and unmarked

The cure of your Love diseases

The Lyon of our Empire,

Cookie my Love

Come baby come

Your dreams are still valid.

Baby girl wipe your tears,

Cleanse your soul.

To the woman i made cry…

                                                          ©GKatolo 2017
                                                            Thank you

Christmas miracle

Tests of time have been surpassed
This time of year has to be the best
Since the wise men followed the stars
They unravelled all of the mistery

The angels sang such a beautiful song
And nothing on this day could go wrong
Happiness had taken the throne
And all the sadness and misery to be thrown

Some sort of magic wand
Sweeps over all the land
Golden fairy dust covering all that stands
In a divine glory that no being can understand

Every hearty laughter
Every mother reconnected with her daughter
Every evaded disaster
Even as all people cluster
Is a Christmas Miracle

Dating a Vixen

Darling.... Hey darling...
I roam the city via Uber
My phone accepts only post-pay airtime
and  my breakfast.... Only Java knows
My Dressing, Delloite, Mr price or Walmart can
Pizza Inn, KFC or Chicken Inn are my lunch hubs
My Time keeper is only Rolex
My Ears comfy only via Beat by Dre.
My gadgets only Apple can make
Dubai, Seychelles or Maldives are my Holiday joints
I only shop in Malls
My budget always 6 digits.
My class no school can
And the Swag, you will have to try harder

Am not an oxen to go ploughing
Am not wash machine or maid to wash your clothes
Am not cattle to watch over me
I am not your Mama to baby you
Am not Dish washer to do your dishes
Am fire allergic don't expect me to cook for you
I am not mop to wash your house
Am not security guard to watch over your Family
You are not Cctv to monitor my lifestyle
Am not an hawker to March from town to town
Am not Dog to bear you Quadruplets

So make a  Choice...
Match my Class or Quit
Provide for the above in excess or I Leave
Spoil my lifestyle or someone else does
Overflow my account or we done
Worship me or I wash You away
Do better than my dad or I question your manhood
Groove like a king before I broom you like a Chokoch..
Groom like a celeb or I Doom you like an idiot
Meet my demands and expect heavens on earth
Yours Loving Darling
Vixen Princess..

Christmas CountDown 6®

Angels , I hear them beckon
In resounding unison they reckon
It is that time of the year again
When it rains heavens
When no cloud dares drift the sunshine
And the breeze boasts of only riveting fragrance

The sweet soothing tunes make everything right
And no desolate thought could ever creep into the light
The stars twinkle ever so bright
Whispering into each other ears of the eternal secrets they have kept
Of this glorious night

And if tomorrow never comes
This day met all our dire dreams
With a conviction of a newness
That gives birth to such goodness
We are happy to be witnesses
Of such blessings

Kissing under the mistletoe
Goosebumps forming under our pores
The beauty of this day calms
All our doubts and fears
We stand out in the daylight in the sun's beaming rays
We make merry, happy to be here yet another Christmas.

All I needed was a dad

I hate all men
I hate the man who sweat all night
To share his Mucus to my mama
I hate this crushing coldness
All my years are pathetic deficit
I have missed all that tight hug
To assure me all is OK
I have missed that security
From your mere presence
I have missed your advise
Who men are....
I have missed your hope...
That everything is gonna be fine
I have missed a coat hanging in our house
To symbolize guidance n leadership
Yes I am unapologetically hating
All the fathers
Deadbeat silly mannequin
With their flimsy philanthropic generosity
That seals all holes
Just to satisfy a one night stand
Just to offload  loads of mucus
That hanging gun btn your legs
Needs chop off,
You don't deserve a second on top of any lady.
Do you ever see how your blood is suffering?
Where did that burning desire go?
How did you lose your Compassion ?
How do you sleep, walk, talk?
When all your children
are Street urchins and,
Are suffering all their life's?
I wish your father n mother did something better
Maybe masturbate all night.
For your are a living mistake...
A father indeed.... But A dad Never.

Days before

All women are great
Yes, few very unique
In their making and Genetics
You realize a natural spark
A fabric so meticulous
Lovely by all standards
Slow to conclusions and confusion
For the never give conditions.
They have special Quality value
Expensive but money Cant purchase.
They value Humanity,
Living a life of Reality
Rarely  do they flirt
For they selectively absorb
Partners of equal measure.
love to them so paramount
Laying them a living night mare

Darling Mother

We are lucky to have You as our Mother
Indeed tough than you ever thought
And special to it, she treated us as one of his best
In her Uniqueness she forever adored us
With unlimited love she embraced us
And in fact, We are luck, we shared more
The best part of her life
Extremely marvelous, she made constant visits
To bless the efforts of our Ventures
As well advice us on a myriad life issues

We have lost, a tower of our life
The epitome of wisdom
We mourn her, With our souls deeply heavy
But we gonna be strong,
Taking good care of Papa n ua Daughters
We promise to nurture your grandchildren
To respectable citizens
And in this sad moments
We remain Bonded by your love
As we accept the will of God
More thank him for giving us a lovely mother.

Shush

Shush..Dear shush
Why did you leave so fast?
We had agreements,
That we gonna share this holiday together
In your beautiful Kangundo Gardens 
As we have always being
Bracing new years in Style
And now we can't imagine
finding an absent you
Kinder Joy no more, and the chocolates no more
Please wake up, we need more your time
And Your story telling techniques
Now who is gonna fetch fruits for us
Who is gonna watch over us
As we play hide n seek in your coffee shamba
Shush.... Why... why...?
We miss playing around you
We miss taking a walk with you
We miss your High fives
We miss you Smooth Hugs
Darling, we miss you.
Forever we miss you

But hope we gonna meet
In the beautiful paradise of heavens
We still know you will watch over us
Grow into big personalities
To conquer all your records
And make you proud
As the fruits of your generations shine extraordinarily
High missed and Loved by all

Your boys

The first day you held Me in your hands
You were so proud to be a mother
The beauty of our family Started
It's so gorgeous our baby brother sealed it
Words lack meaning
To express how special you have been
Our thinking gets blur to this imagination
Mama is no More,the life spring no more
Nothing can express,the impact of your loss
But we console our heart
With the great memories shared
Our family mantle to take to the next level
Honouring all the advise and Guidance shared

We are so humbled by the moments we shared
well remain your meticulously First n last born
Our families will miss every bit of you
And that tight Embrace
we will miss so much
And all is gonna be fine, will lead the way
With the million times we have smiled
We still can't get enough of that
Mama we will make you proud forever
All the hope you gave, will spur us forever
It's hard to plainly accept
But for we Witnessed the struggle face to face
We fully salute you, Our Champion

Mama we are proud of you
With will forever be strong for the Family
We will stand strong to its value
We will bond everyone with your Compassion

Big sister

She is Our Biggest Sister
Yes Our Guardian angel
The heart beat of our existence
The best care taker life can offer
And our greatest confidant
A mother more than a mother
A bond forever unshakable
She gave us more than we ever asked
Even in our marriages
She was articulately concerned
Wanting the best for us
Daily challenging us from our comfort zones
And all over the world
we couldn't get anyone so Loving
To her we were forever her darling children
We never wanted her out of our sight
NEVER... we never Imagined a life without her

We already missing, the coffee hours we shared
The graceful days we partied together
In great grief, we regret the crushing pains
That gave you sleepless nights
And we watched you Fight,
Fight this Gruelling monster
And we prayed and Hoped
All is gonna be fine
Yet, this is a fresh dreams to us..
Mama, We had big plans
and in solidarity we promise
To diligently fulfil every plan
We are so proud
That we will carry on your legacy
And remember you had many daughters
Yes They love you forever
They cherish Every wisdom you shared
And all together
We send our *Thumbs Up*
All is well with our soul
Till we meet Again...

*Your marvelous exemplary Daughters*

My Other Rib cracked

It's a blessing,
That God granted me the best half
Even in your deep sleep
I will cuddle you forever
For our Union, is a rollercoaster of fairy tale
I found a loving Mother in you
A partner worth my everything
And when I was nobody
You picked every bit of me n built an Empire
I yearn to Hug you tight 
And indeed I must confess
That you were the central pillar of Us
In pains you bore me 5 beautiful Angels
Raised them in to Mature responsible citizens
I am forever indebted

My heart is heavy
Lacking words to say,
For yours Suffered most..
I watched you bid us farewell
But still You have not left us
Your soul lives within Us
Your motherly love will forever remain
And Darling, I miss you
The bed getting cold day after day
and my ears missing your sweet voice
Your giggles and smiles...
No one can ever fill that gap
It's hard to accept,
But am joyfully happy
For I know you singing with Angels
Watching over us
Blessing every step of our life.

You are the best thing that ever happened in my life
Alice my dear, Physically you are gone
In our hearts You remain forever n ever
I promise to be a father-Mother
To our Gorgeous Family
My only Beautifully n wonderfully made.

Cherished Forever.

I recall the last smiles
How you Broadly narrated to me
The conditions of your health
You dramatized it so energetically
Yet sealed the Pains with an Hopeful smile And in Conclusion you forever asserted
*May the Will of God be Done*

Business, was your daily breakfast
With Zeal and passion unmatched
You always asked for one more chance,
Hoping to get better soon
So that you can venture more in it
A fighter indeed, an Hardworking soul
Has just bid us farewell
and in thus, it's well with our soul

She was a mother to many,
Forever loving, caring  and kind
A no nonsense granny,
Always challenging us to do better
And of course a pillar to so many
Who sort guidance and counsel from her
And as usual "thumbs up" Was her confession
All is gonna be fine...

It was painful see you in the hospital bed,
And the happiness in your face 
Was so conspicuous once you realized I had just donated blood,
And you promised to fight, and fight,
I will never forget, how you repeated your words
*May the Will of God be Done *
And how you reminded us,
all our lives belong to our Father

Days are fast Flowing, and yet it's still hard to believe
An Angel has left us, A gem is no more,
The Void you left, No one can ever fill,
Mama, Dad loves you forever,
Your Daughters will forever heed your wisdom
And your Sons... Will embrace your Guidance all their lives...
We know you singing with other Angels
We happy for the time God granted us to share
We Bless His name as we pray for healing
We all in this painful journey
But it's well with our Soul.
Father May your will be done forever.
We love you, Mum, Siz, Grandma, Auntie, Cousin.
Rest in Paradise..

CRaZy If

If I had to fight only Sickness could
If I had to wrestle only my brains would
if I had to settle only the skies would
If I had  to talk Only Words Would
If I had to compete only my conscience could
If I had to agree only my nod would
If I had to love only my soul could
If I had to sing only my lips could

I am crazy by birth
Naughty by default
and genius by nature

Am this messed up

I sit back at the haunt of failure
With reality lighting up my world
Life is a bed of thorny Cactus
And not meeting it's Quality n Value
leaves one more Pathetic.

Yes and I was a baby at first
I could crawl over every Offense
For I had strong defense
And here I am, with more regrets
more life secrets, And tired of Growing Up
Am silly in action, feeble in accountability
Yes for I had to lie over and over again
To act as if my life was all okay
Yet I was in the Mess that life is.

Indeed I couldn't agree any more
That change was the best concoction
To heal all the Pathogens of my existence
But too am still stuck,
At what life puzzle is all about
I stay good only to be Betrayed
Am frustrated for failing my immediate
I still don't know what I need
If life was reset again
More mistakes made me a guru
More fall out made me Mature

History judges my Hustle
Future castrating my ambitions
and present exposing my weaknesses
The faults of over expecting
Seasoned with the experience of deception And finally cured with Reality
Hope brightening my Life
And thankful is all I conclude

In less than 24hours

The world is waiting
For you to make the greatest mistake
with their mouth wide open
Wondering, when did your greatness vanish
Where did your Soberness Go
More the greatest success
Of Electing the best Leader
Compatriot Enough
To make the globe more safer
Embrace diversity & universality

We wish you all the best,
We might have elected for you
All the same, Make us proud
Don't degrade the dignity we Accord you
Never Erode the sanity we respect you for
Never give us the chance to doubt you
We respect your institutions
We respect your advancements
But the best you can do is give us a great leader

Many are still worried
What happens next
what went wrong where?
We zip and wait, to see what happens tomorrow...

All the best United States of America

Broken Rib

I have a broken rib
One that only a woman can meant
SO Broken that I can't Survive
Life of No regret & Secrets
Because none is ready
To be the Golden Queen
The real master of Companionship

Yes and Hardships Cracked it
Hustle Teared It apart
Fucking Life roasted it's ability
and  Every fail trotted even harder
With Spears so sharp
Whips the real Tornado
And the reality Life was the Hurricane

I keep the Pain
In silence, I push harder
With every Quake It Aches more
But determination heals it
Passion and Compassion doing the Magics
And the realest partner still haunts more
Yelling the Inability in me
Dooming all my efforts entirely

It's her rib
That's why am not even scared
Because when the right Fits
Healing will be Instant
Success will be a super Highway
Life will be fun
And worry will turn to Glory
For I got Rib Puzzle.

Our Flower has Withered

Death in your cruelty you take the Best
In your secrecy you rob our family
Steal away our Peace
And leave us in Pain n more worries

We wish we knew your Formulae
we could have planned for an exact timing
We wish we knew your Desires
And we will pay u in abundance

Day in out, seconds in
You just take them
One by one and with no Favoritism
We are Still confused, for you never satisfied

Darling, we wish out tears could save you,
We hope out frown could bring you back
But watching you rise up the Heaven Chariot
We thank God For everything,
He is the Creator n Also the Owner
We opt to accept, For its the only painful Truth
We hope to meet you,
As we sing Hallelujah Forever.
Rest in Peace... @Dear Pendo

Situationship

She is beautiful
But silent when in situationship
She is lovely and jovial
But Mute at the phase of danger
She is a young mama's baby
But very quiet when over thinking
She is very exemplary
But very reserved in Normalcy
She is gorgeous at heart
But blunt when at pains
She is playfully sweet
But dented by mood swings
She is a creative keen observer
But a bully at discoveries
She is a Golden star
But craze when stirred
She is an ardent reader
I wish I could write books for her.

She is a perfect match
A quality many dream of
Her class and perseverance
Makes doves lovely
I wanna sing a song
To an angel so dear
I wanna clear her tears
That run deep all year
I wanna put a broad smile
That gonna glow her entire life
I wanna meant the pains
That stain her heart.
I wanna live up to her dreams
That boldly make her hardworking
I wanna spare my Empire
For a queen worth her
I wanna glow her soul.
To eternity of Compassion & Unity
Love that flow with passion
With Embrace of Greatness.

Love Magics

Love has taught me
The Value of tears
The worth of trust
And the weight of words

Love has shown me
The bitterness of Betrayal
The Ugliness of beauty
And the end of Compassion

Love has taught me
How to move on with life
How to treasure the best
And worry less of my Ex.

Love has taught me
How blind I have been
Running after sexiness
Yet a Queen was in Waiting.

Love has build me
To the epitome of acceptance
With satisfaction assured
All day long Happiness sealed

How did it happen

Many say they love
Others confess Daily
How they care,
How they don't get  sound sleep
How  they no eat
How they  wanna make u a queen
How they dream big of the future
Pure Lies, That have glued marriages
The sweet honey that courtship is

Some wonder how
Stupid they have been
Living with a ghost
In the name love
Many shed tears daily
Cursing their Dumbness
Silly Crap that they gladly signed
Without a second thought
How things were to turn out
A reality so conspicuous
That life is dealing with you
for your own decisions

Open letter to my Daughter

My Daughter,
All men are good...
Yes very Bad.
They made me Broke
Broke all my Hearts and Glasses
More than necessary I ended hating
Even your Father
The man who gave me sleepless nights
For all the promises he had
Are 6ft.Under,  yet he exists
Funny too his Sausages.
I was bewitched I couldn't sleep
Or even wake, without 3 super shots

All men are Good
Yes all Bad.
With an exception of your brother
For am raising a king
A deserving man with Dignity
Humbled enough to respect all women.
And mature to care of an Empire.
Don't shy away,
To take up his challenge
Not a competition
Keep calm and pace up
More train him how to be
A gentleman indeed.

Dear future wife

Dear future wife
Take a stool and a Notepad
Be keen and positioned as pads
To take an hint of maintaining a man's life.

Before we met,
I had great friends
Some more beautiful than  you
Some more eloquent and vibrant
Others so Daring yet so Compassionate
As you know...They are still part of me
Their time is second to your Priorities
Our bond should never worry you
For if its messing, We have done
If it kissing and dissing
We did all that crap....
But I chose you...
Only you.

Be kind with my Family
Accommodate my weaknesses
As you cushion our potholes.
Be sure I love good massage.
Do it so good that I won't miss the salon
I enjoy good Meals....
Make it perfectly that Hotel becomes History
Service all my needs and you will enjoy all my breed

Open letter to Kenyans

Good morning Kenya. Today am so belated to be a loyal Citizen of this great Nation & with a lot of Pride & Joy, "NAJIVUNIA KUWA MKENYA". Beautiful Heritage, Diverse Culture, Splendid Landscape full of warmly welcoming
Souls, this is so energizing. Thanks All Kenyan for your hospitality.

Despite all these tremendous achievements, its not all Gold or platinum for Kenyan, "KUVUMILIA KUWA MKENYA" remains the Darkest Spot in their Souls, Minds and Hearts.

   First, Politics! politics! Politics! Politics is the Backbone of any decisions in the Country. It has left many feeling pathetic, feeble and Disgusted of a Nation they  dearly love. A parent Country so gluttonous to its Resources and Siblings, stealing in broad day light from Tax payers who give a dime for the daily running of the Nation and call it CORRUPTION is pure malice and treacherous . "Stop This STEALING"  Stealing public funds has NEVER being Corruption & will NEVER Be. Without any shame you have created silly institutions like EACC which has never functioned in any Day or Way. Shame on You. To add insult into injury, you have always created Tribunals to investigate things so open in the public eye even the blind don't Struggle to trace it. Why are you doing this Mr/s Politicians? Are  right to call you parasites?  Just a reminder, one day & Very soon your generational Siblings/fraternity will reap all the chyme plus GHASIA of your current actions. Its a big Pity, when the media you own report tremendous leakages about your actions & still go ahead to silence them by all means. Kenya will NEVER BE SILENT.

   Na sisi Wakenya ;  I don't know what spell these M-Pigs have casted on us. You mean few old wazees go ahead & vet this political failures..? Danger is all over. I want to categorically state that we have suffered the actions of our predecessors ;The fathers, Mothers &  Grannies of our current politicians, all indeed. Currently, they are traversing every county endorsing their Uncles, Aunt, Brothers, Sisters, in-laws, nannies and every Kasia in their lineage to take over or carry on the Same shameless shit of their fathers, Mothers or relatives. Why are my People so seduced by this malicious and Cancerous PRs in the name of development & Empowerment yet we are suffering the pains and Malnutrition of underdevelopment for the last 5 - 10 yrs of their Tenure?

A Fact file ;
      (a)They know nothing about what you have been through growing up in a bare- Fruitful nations made of More inside  thieves. To make matters worse, they know-not their Local lingo with their entire lifestyle a first world experience only enjoying the sideshows of third world confusion & their fairy tales. Amkeni, these learned friends are confused creatures fueling tribal clashes through serious hate speeches  and enjoying freedom of masquerading as Saviors . These groups of badass were born in Ultra Modern hospital in some posh Town in California, Schooled IGSCE in Johannesburg and spend most of their holidays in Maldives or the Arab beaches.
Once sick, they are flown to those fully equipped hospitals far away from this continent where a Visa is a must and non of the civilian can Acquire.

(b) Their parents have been in power for more than Two if not one decade. and no single tangible change has been felt, except bloating bank accounts and escalating Corruption cases.  Are we ready to carry on the inactivity, curse &impunity?

(c) They will always Blackmail the learned friends with seductive 10 cents of their loot and go ahead to woo the community for endorsements & election. So then, will the True sons of the Land ever see their goals & visions of unchaining the communities from excess poverty & slavery nearing actualization? Change is a must for growth. Wake up my People.

(d) Finally once you make the same obvious mistakes, "DONT expect miracles to secure you situations" Your choices will fry or fly you with its consequences. An ordinary scenario is where elected members go in looting and zero development for 4 years with their gadgets on flight mode yet hover over our space to inspect the idle productive land that is up for grabs as long as you have power.
It's great Pity but it's the pure state of the Society. Don't blame anyone. Blame you.

©GKatolo.
{~lets all pledge to maintain our Countries' Pride to the Summit. Let's shun the obvious PRs and see beyond the blackmails plus face lifts in the name of development.
We are great people and our efforts and Tireless endeavours Should not be watered down by Rogue Unfit Characters.}

Pass On this message to millions of Kenyans and you will save a Nation . God bless Kenya. God bless you.

Dad is Home.

Days are Uncountable ,
Since I last enjoyed your Salaamz ,
Hey Baby Girl? How was school today?
I'm Gonna take you out this Weekend ,
Don't Worry Baby.... Dad Loves you Big ,
And there He will hand "Tamu",
Dad is Home.

Dear Dad, I have written you Million letters,
Wishing you could Hold my Hand...,
Expressing How you cuddled me,
How Protective you were,
Dad, My best man Ever,
I hope My tear stream will swim you back,
Dad is Home.

You slight Kisses, soft pats,
Reminds of your Care,
And every day as you left for work,
I Cant forget the  bye-waves,
And the Constant reminder,
Bring us Tamuu...,
Dad is Home.

I Am my papas Queen ,
I am My Dadi's Princess,
I Am my Babas Lovely Daughter,
My Number one Protects,
An all time Saviors,,,
No matter what, My love is End less,
Dad is Home.

I am Stuck,
Your Digits I can't Delete,
I wish it could Ring,
Have my Papa say,  Hello Darling?
For its so Dead Now,
I miss you could Just pick... Only Once,
Dad is Home.

Aftermath

When clouds collect
Shadows fill the Earth
And when The morning Breaks
Africa shines Bright
As Flowers glare in awe
Praise of great blessings.

When the Idleness of the mind strike
Dust collect in the Shelves of Brain cells
As the Blows life rocket
Sockets of imagination retard
And as  Brain engine suffers knock
Shock paralyzes Thinking
With insanity taking center stage
Whilst insensitivity & inhumanity skyrocket

When HOPE diminishes
Life purpose lose meaning
Existence then feels so Bitter
With suicide being a better option
Focus and Determination
make a man Hero
And Dreams get powerful
with Consistency & persistence
Then everything becomes possible
With God All thing get qualification.

Sexiness That Drive Men Crazy.

It was the face
That turned me on
Yes the Voice
That glued me to you
And the way you used to Dress
No Modern model comes close to
And I too remember
How your Ass used to Affirm.
Rhythmically how I started falling
Falling for your body Contours
With this Day I will Never forget
How your Dress revealed your sexiness
Oooh.... Only Wet Dreams can confirm
Soon I started stalking you
My eyes got on Investigative mode
I could intentionally Poke you
All your liking I knew so Quick
And the Random Pranks
I just admired your tipsy smiles
I was so shy, shy not to say
The Heat that was fuming
For I was so scared
I knew best how rejection feels

Then Courage Soon filled the Gauge
Guts came Overflowing
And Fear became an History
Your Digits became my  ownership
And I was ready to pursue her
Funny enough she  was so mysterious
She couldn't give in so fast
And her check List
Oh my it was so BOLD BLOCK
Shouting No, Cant, Won't & Wills...
But she accepted at long last
With Numerous Dinner Dates
Yet no Hopes at all
Frustration haunting my efforts
and travel we enjoyed
Queen demanded more than thoughts
And my socks were almost peeling off
I strained to maintain
Her class and Ass
But her Brains, and Fashion
I beg No man Can
Her Ego and Tastes
Nothing comes closer
Then I started Wondering
What did I Really see
From the first time
For she was so Controlling Uncontrollable
Curfews Right left centre
I was so WRONG....
For I only  Loved your  Body
Your Character still Stinks
Your Ego so traumatizing
ABOVE ALL;I GLAD FOR THE BODY DATE
You gave me good
No woman ever did
You made me proud on the Streets
And more your Body attention
Never surprised me
For me too, I loved your Body
Which quenches Best,
What Mans Thirsty Is
But am so sorry
MARRIAGE IS A BIG NO.
Anytime I can be a doctor
Of your Sexiness My dear.

Wa-Joy

If love was a pill
Then I would choose You as my full dose
If Happiness was guaranteed
Then I would ride in your rollercoaster

A Poke became the greatest Joke
Wanjohi all flattered with Joy
As i keenly meditate The sexy ploy
Us Bonded as we enjoy
The amazing flavors of love favor

Beauty without limits
Princess crowned with reservations
Choosy as magnetic poles
Cool as Deep waters
And when she smiles
Heavens glare in Marvel

Ridge in the Bridge

I was the best Bridge
That you rode on to glory
Am so humbled you did
For it was not my Stupidity
That I gave you the golden chance
To exploit your Prudence
That is rapidly expressing
Your ingenuity
Flops and Huge miss
That am so grateful you suffer
The Derailed Pride of self worthy

I don't usually cry
Not that my tear glands are barrel
I don't usually show off
Its not Fan-base that I lack
I don't usually brag
Its never my cup of coffee
I don't seek gratification
For Humanity is so biased
I don't often  fight
Not that am a weakling
I don't Revenge back
Its a waste of my precious Energies.

The good that I ever did
Let it be a blessings
But am so sorry I can't
Keep holding you up there
That was more than enough
I got mine to live too
The fish I gave Innocently
Let it feed ua ego
And when reality dawns you
I will be  ready to show them
A great blackmailers
A great failure
A man to watch
A Day u will remember the Blessings

Quincy Queen

She is the Queen
Of Instagram
Everyone flirts with her
Looks so glueing
Captions so appetizing
With ladies more jealous
giving men sleepless night
With wishes and hopes
Of chasing fashion
Wind never catchable
And yet no one wants you as a wife

Facebook is almost tripping
with notification overflowing
The Likes almost Clashing
For a legendary Salute
For men are forever tormented
By beauty so Virtual
Virtues all compromised
All Emoji  ogling at her
Up the isle of Fashion-Prenuer
To the free goodies
Commander of commandos
And yet still no one takes her seriously

Everyone sends sexy messages
Yet most get as near as Wishing only
And everything follows
In all social platforms
Attraction so destructing
Confusion forever juicy
And Dawn make then kneel down
Lonely so Killing
Loss of value Human touch
Friendships all malicious
A makeshift the best offer
A side dish their only option
And Drugs becomes a better half
Silly Addiction also an addition
The life of a Heroine
Appreciated by all
Yes neglected & hated in equal measure
At the End YOLO.

World over

My fresh flower
I promise not Bruise you
To keep you Nourished & watered
In the Morning till Dawn

I wanna anchor you
To the source of my love
Have you enjoy the freedom
Of your soul Doctor

As the Sunshine's
Let your Teeth sparkle Brighter
The smiles of an Happy couple
As we bask in the chains of Compassion

I miss

Share ua happiness, For,
I miss everything,
I miss ua hugs,
I miss feeling weak under ua throne,
I miss feeling stupid with you
I always yearn to get on heat on setting eyes on You
l miss just freezing your tension pointa
I miss kissing your tickly Titties
I miss your massage on my back
I miss your slow whispers on my ear
I miss you asking for more
I miss just calling you,first thing in the morning
I miss sharing a shower tab with you
I miss your hand surveying  my body
I miss your hand holding the master tool
I miss the 'I Love you' Goodnight kiss
I miss Your hand around my chest for right hug
l miss everything
I miss you going crazy over me
I Miss writing poems on your naked body
I Miss suckling your Sharp Tits
I miss us running the world
I Miss our tongue clashing
I Miss Your lips interviewing mine
I miss feeling your  wetness
I miss just going crazy over your everything
Just missing appearing right away
I miss my hand racing on ua Backbone
I Miss you calling me baby
I Miss you asking for more
Just miss having your beauty as my screen saver
I just missing you
I Missing you right now
I Just miss if u could feel my hardness
I Just miss if u could fly over
I Just miss if I was all around you
I Just miss if I was making u smile back at me already
I Just miss us swimming together
I Just miss the Selfie of you now
Missing if I had a chance
Just to say thanks dear
Just miss calling u honeypie
Miss u going nuts now
Yes and I miss if only you  knew
How bad am in the mood
To make u sweat sweet
The sexiness of love
As we enjoy the amazing flavors of life
Yes and am missing more
Your  moans as you  sing am the man
as I squeeze the best outer ua horny titties
as I spank the ass that I miss most
as I feel the warmth of ua body
as I go down into ua hot soaking p***y
feeling naughty at ua clit**is
as I listen to ya heart beat
for u miss to unstrap your bra
to have a better feel of your goodies
👙👙👙👙👙💋💋💋💋
Can I kiss your soft lips?
I miss Them dear
Am so horny
I miss your presence now
Just show me ua cleavage
As I wish you knew this....
I miss getting magnetic with you
To End this dry spell

It doesn't always have to be...

It doesn't always have to be Right
For Sunlight precedes Darkness
It doesn't always have to be straight
For Mountains Exist too
It doesn't Always have to be Highway
For feeder roads  lead Home too
It doesn't always have to be Riches
For money Cant buy life
It doesn't always have to be Smooth
For Roughness Sharpen Knives
It doesn't always have to be Victory
For Calamities  Occur too
It doesn't always have to be Shallow
For oceans occupy the better part of Earth
It doesn't always have to be Simple
For Challenges Mold men
It doesn't always have to be True
For discoveries would be Dreams
It doesn't always have to be Smiles
For Tears marry Delivering women
It doesn't always have to be Celebrations
For for death is still Celebrations of Life
It doesn't always have to be Fear
For Change is something inevitable
It doesn't always have to be Schools
For talents employ millions
It doesn't always have to be You
For Humanity is always about Compassion
It doesn't always have to be collisions
For the Solutions are not so cheap
It doesn't always have to be Promises
For Dignity is always earned
It doesn't always have to be Work
For Holidays give precious memories
It doesn't always have to be Sweetness
For bees have the worst sting
It doesn't always have to be Love
For above all God loves us Regardless

10 Days To Campus

A first class a must,
A stable relationship!
De'la Cream of "Haves",
And once! Enjoy maximum freedom.

Focus untamed,
Morals Sanctified,
Victory unmatched,
Life security Assured.

Such are the Dreams,
Hypothetical to a campus lady,
Illusions Glorified,
And vision to be attained.

And when reality knocks,
Ideals shocks,
True to self locks,
Exterminating Fictional flocks.

Books comes first,
Looks, a natural asset,
Networks the realest partner,
As Trusting in God &  self r Invincible.

10 Flips

Of course
Am course.
Because
I must be Adaptable
To life that is Palatable

Hustle hard
Strain Harder
For a Brighter  future
A treasure
That rebukes extra Leisure
With no Measure
Seizures pressure

Get your ass up
Dont give a fuck with life
Dont entertain mediocrity
Build financial sanity
create impact
Saturate facts
And wisdom be a darling
Daring enough to conquer
As you concur
With Growth

Mother Nature

Mother nature
Love of our life
The beauty of existence.
Marvelous Provider
Source of our livelihood

You give all the fruits
you provide all the resources
You Host our plants
Our amazing Home.
Living and after Death. 

We are so selfish
we misuse you at will
we exploit your preciousness
We explore your vitality
But still we pollute you
we block your routes
We change your components
exfoliating your glory
Invoking your Cycles 

And your wrath is for real
so frustrating
Floods, Never spare us
Tornado, spear us Daily
Earth quakes, ache forever
Hurricane, Celebrating deaths
Climate Change, roasting humanity
What a mess ; was a stress.

GET WISE or ROAST In Prejudice

Sustainable development is REAL

But complacency & Status Quo Harm forever.

Enemy Within

MamaLolo is consoling my heart
As i keenly meditate
The Kenyan plight
The Myopic status
Of a Nation lead by
Virgin Virus
Visionary enough
To enslave for a Jubilee
Amputating the Cord
Of  Sustainable existence
A birth right still mutating
In more crude formulae

Captain Capitalist
Investing in Infection
Polluting the Cream
With life assurance portions
Doses of Neocolonialism
Purchase of Loyalty
And there they stick
Years later
Crater Burst in Livelihood
Have nots...
Suffocating to death

Soon They bring Aids
Soon they lobby international orgs.
To help menace of their own creation
A new chain to siphon
Charity disfiguring humanity
And they smile
When they Blackmail
Normal mwananchi
To swim in slaughter blood
Toothless Son
Led by a Cannibal Dragon
Government leading in the scrabble
As Opposition opportune trouble
To fatten Accounts
Preparation for the half decade
Rattle Battle
No good Friend.... Wolves
Feeding on Blood
Of their Sleep Sheep.

Dog walk

You Walk dogs
We Walk to look for food
You run to digest food
We run to look for food
You refill your Bins with fresh delicacies
We search in Dump sites to fill bellies
You spend your moola on trendies
We are loaned to acquire health care

You live in enclosed zoos
We mingle with wild
You guzzle gas for a run of your money
We Hustle harder for the hike in pricing.
you are attended by a personal doctor
We queue to obtain pain relievers
You are software
We are the hardware
Coexistence is vital
But exploitation is your Jovial
Plight of Haves and Have not.
A doctrine of Human inducement
A better-worse Relations
For it governs & helps Control
Inequitable distribution
Of Dogs &  Dog walk

Blessed Biasness

I will be biased,
To give Account on me.
I will be Unfair Judge,
To decide matters Me.
But yes, Yes I do,
Believe in myself
Selfishly Wanting best
For my People, My love
&My everything.

That makes me Human enough
To compromise status quo
Put to test Friendship
And get bored by uneasiness
I daily invest,
In my personal Health account
As i humbly settle Bills
Of Self actualization deficits
Limiting mediocrity
As i selectively attract Quality

I am so proud
Of my living Father
For great Uplift
Sharing Life Doses.
Matters Refining my individualism
Am indeed Blessed
So blessed to shy away troubles
Blessed to rewrite Guinness Record
Made simply Simple
For life means A lot
As Father's blessings
Overflow my platter

Because Am a Kid

Mama... Mama why?
Why Mama?
The feeble me, weak me,
Rude me, Disrespectful me,
Is product of your Engineering,
Your foul sweat sweet,
Made crude, Made Silly Me,
Because Mama was always there
Yes there to Defend my False innocence,
Forever There, to fight my battle.

making my assignment easy
Just rattling them
Those I felt I disliked
And yes am still innocent
Until proven rotten,
Thank you Mama
You made criminal Me
Am a graduate already
A living mess
Proof that Mama is the best
Captain of existence and protection

my tear drops,
Flood cells,
The price of your Nonsense
Nuisance Haunting in my death bed.
As the bullet crack my skull
I only recall,  "I love you son"
I love you son... Killed son.

Why you?

Why are you so selfish
Why are you never satisfied.
How come you are so biased
Oooh please, spare me the crap

Your eyes are so deceivious
Your Lips so tempting
And your mouth so uncontrollable.
Your existence is so blasphemous

You are ever Wishing
Forever hoping, hopping
From one option to worse optimism
Always wanting... Yes Wanting!!! 

You so rude, so unfair, so evil
Your imagination always awkward
Never satisfied, Never fulfilled
Great burial Awaits, next to your dignity

Your are fast to do Malice
Always Wishing others evil
Fast to be the worlds greatest
Too bad, you are a mistake to Humanity

Devoid of empathy
Heart less creation
Good for Nothing
Selfish Is the Body.

The Door is Open

She went from Sweet to shit
When sedimental affected brain fundamental
And she hates
The Flops of her baits

Zero chills and I don't Feel
The Fart of your Poke Pat
when you Dumb your Fury
To electrocute my Curry.

I still love... You indeed
But I can't cope with your insensitivity
You still an apple
in my able love Garden
Unable to process
The Progress in my Smile
As you recess in self justification.
A lame blame Game
Of who, what, when and why?

Tears did tare my year
Oh yeah but I did clear
The fear of Losing
For I had a chance to advance
Higher & declare she was dear.

Am not soothing
or smoothening
What I didn't crumbles
I can't grumble either
Neither can I fable
The rhetorics of silence
and the freedom of indoctrination
With thrill to freedom
Choice of personal narcissism
Dismay to vitalism

This shit is what sweet meant
A concoction of Humility
for none is straight
None is late
And open is the Garden....
In the vineyard of Acceptance.

Mr. Condom Sir...

Mr condom Sir
I condemn your Insecrecy
You just drop at the wrong time
Revealing the absence of your brother
A trio that must always be
Intact , just to excuse the worries

I beg your elasticity
To conceal my chastity
for I Walk all around the city
Wittily to maintain my sexual sanctity
You are an humble Reality
That I treasure in my diety
Maintaining my Dirty
Clean and with punctuality

You have Killed many
Of my Children
You have washed away
The Doctor, Nurse, President,
In my genealogy
But I still Doubt you
For furiously burst when unwanted
Faulting our deal

Yes am SURE
That you are SALAMA
But am sour
For I have Lost TRUST

Glow of the Scar.

Yes I do,
Don't care who,
When or How.

I bow down Low,
to blow this Show,
with my  paw,
Of Vengeance Claws.

I opened The Doors,
of False force,
with a plastic shiver,
To secure a future him, oh yes her,
And now, my star is the Bright Scar.

my expectations were wrong,
My experience so freaking Raw,
Narrating the episodes of the quarrel,
That snatched my beauty & Glamour,
I curse the Drums of the Drama,
And Again I swear to Glow.

The thin went thick,
When I opted to stick,
with my catalytic flick,
And now my pride I Lick,
The Freaks of soul-leaks,
My Daunting pains seeks,
Healing &  Rejuvenating Peak.

The Still Waters

Down dear Crown
You have enslaved many
Killed their future
Slowed down their pace
Swallowed their hope
Buried their existence
Because you have drowned them

The princess of Impossibility
Your Journey is so Cruel
Fuel with enigma...
Chocks survival
As crime scene of Life
Deadbeat of humanity

I can't judge you
You humbled many
You numbed millions
And many are struggling
To divorce you
As they discover the Glamour
Of highness

Your price quote
Denote selflessness
Shelving Trouble
As we trot higher the summit
I summon you today
Please unchain them
Bye bye Down
Am downloading
My new version of an higher elevation

Zero Chills

Am sleepy
Sleepy so sleepy.
I cant weep
To Whip off trouble
Without  a double Thought...
Tot of Life reality Shot

Optimism Criticism
Cant kill my thrill
But blunt Horn bills
Stroke bills, with pills
Of nil Chill

The Tire of Life  ...
Is The price of enthusiasm
Doing the miracle
of my life chronicles
Rewarding Efforts
with Antidote of Cannot
The cohort of my Life support

Rafiki Mnafiki

Yawakera bidii yangu
Yawasuta Nafsi yangu
Ulaghai mliojilimbikizia
Kwa ahadi za kinafiki

Sio penzi langu niyakumbuke
Ila yenu Hila yabidi nijichunge
Werevu wenu ushawaaribikia
Maisha yangu nakudodoa we abiria

Nashukuru kwa Muda wote
Kwa ufala ulionifikiriria
Na kiapo naaapa sasa
Adui Utakoma.

Ulaghai wako do laana yako
Uovu wako do baraka zako
Tusizoeane na Uoze uozeane
Kaburi la sahau nishakutinga.

Simu zangu kelele sasa 

Shida zangu Kicheko kwako

Hujuma iliyoje 

Urafiki kugeuka unafiki

Mr. Money the Evil

You have given me sleep less nights
Mercilessly slapped me Rough
When you wanted to make me tough
Only to almost cost my life
Gun survival plus A jail term
Because Mr. Money is the Evil

My diet is enslaved
My friendships all  crude and bitter
For this Sir got Missing
In the vocabulary of my existence
For they wanted a Qualified Connected Maggot
Because Mr. Money is so evil.

Mama Borrowed to educate me
Papa Loans gave him Heart Attack
And Sister is officially a sex worker
As i rot in Regrets why
Were you even invented
Because Mr. Money is so Evil.

I am Broke
Have broken all the commandments
As i tried to be a broker
In the Game of Poker
And to me This is a shocker
Because Mr. Money is so Evil.

I have killed for you
I have lied for you
I have coveted for you
I have Hated for you
Am jealous for you
Because you made me more evil than You.

Rethink

The seduction of laziness punctures the Romance of your fortune.

Lust

'when Brains go shopping, Private Parts get on Fire.... And as the sweet fry goes on, Regrets Awaits at the Oceans bay"

My ExExExpensive Shit

She first saw me
Guzzling my Father's Locomotor
He love Motor got on over drive mode
And her affinity to Materials ;snared her
Into the Charm of my fake Gentlemanship

We got into Dating marathon
That tired her sexiness in the second lap
She Surrendered to my oblivion
Irresistible  love potion
Anchored into First class lifestyle
The wish of any girly girly
And play began, as I played her with the mother

I spoiled her with expensive gifts
That Blinded her vision
For mission was almost accomplished
And After use, I was so sure
I needed a brand new
Fresh slut to be my bitch

Thank you cash
You gave me the chances to experience
Life and exploit my options
Rocking with the best
And dropping them off the Nest
For they dont love me
They love my lifestyle
Which make them wish
And willing to be used
Just to earn an extra coin
At the expense of private parts
Courtesy of game plans
And loss of Brains.
My ExExExpensive Shit

And all the cars
Are all hired
All the Cash
Was my parents savings
And all the Trips
Are my Exs investments
Get a life or get Roasted
In my neighbors Mansion
Under the influence of hard stuff
As i puff puff pass you to the next slave

All these lies... Are first class
And as Tears roll down
Pity freshness is already Ignited
For the next victim is Active

Aching Teeth

You spoiled us
Yes you did
When you overprotected Us
More than it was Necessary

My teeth Ache
Because of Sweetness of childhood
My school suck
Because of you sorted all my assignment

Blackmails go charity
For we awarded dad always
As Mama said you are bad
So chocking that we now hate her.

we can't afford basics
That dad provided to luxuries
So painful they turned our Tables
we live curse and dream blessings
For nothing add up
Pathetic Siblings they Pity

I blame mum... For my Education
I blame dad...  for his absence
I blame  Society for being harsh
Harsh to the fact it, brands us remorse

Bae... "Poooopoo"

Daring darling
Please Baby
Don't wake me tonight

Sweetheart
My honey pie
I beg don't Seduce me to night

Bae,
Lovely Queen
I ask you now, Please stop cuddling

My heart beat
Kayoriyori Live wire
To night give me some space

My charm
Swiry
To night please go back to your Mama

Until....
You grow up
Until
You are contented
Until
You are fully decided

You are no more than a 'Bae'
Shit for that matter (Danish meaning)
A mere crying Baby
With overflowing feeling &  insecure
A deadly Live wire
Lacking brains but a flabby ass
A stinging honey maker
Poisonous for daily consumption

Grow Up first
and I will give you heavens
Stop the public display of affection
And I will treat you like an Heroine
Out live your ego
And you will wonder How
Caring and concerned I am
To grow an Empire with you
To treat you right always
As i treasure every moment of our life's.
FOR I ONLY LOVE YOU

Life Snob

You have been so selfish
Demanding and Nuisant
You forever seeking attention
My time you stole it all
And my smiles you made yours

You dress me in your lingeria
Your sweet scam I carry all over
and your fishy secrets
I carry with me everywhere
An your blames all hang on my back

Monday to Monday
am thinking only you
My son is 8 months now
And you already stole his time
My day care knows his character best
For I carry you everywhere

I have been hated Because I love you
I have been neglected because I live you
I have been nicknamed because you threat me
I have been fathomed because you stole me
Please I deserve a divorce....

My wife is getting it from a neighbor
My son is enjoys cartoon better than me
And my family, dont give a damn about me
All the same my Daughter is married by Erotica
Because Of you Jack-ass

Dear Job
Honorable President
Sorry for the offer
appraisal I salute
But Sir I gladly Decline

My family lost meaning
As i tried impressing you
My Daughter got Raped
As i struggled with your Busy deadline
And my wife Divorced me
When  I was Punctually fucking your arithmetics
Am sorry, Pathetic,
Brain washed Addict

Mapenzology

Oceans have nothing ; over you
Nature got nothing ; over you
Darkness has nothing ; over you

For you flood my oceans with love waters
As You feed all my animals in the jungle
And above all lighten & brighten up my Nights

Words got nothing over you
Golds lack meaning over you
as well government lose power over you

For your sword slit my love nodes
And precious, you beat all Diamonds
with your Empire kingdom is the only place I cherish

Mind rings you
Soul lives you
every time am thinking you.

Add the 3rd eye.

They are Gurus in Bondage
Bondage of narcissism
Dismay in Humanity voids
Self proclaimed Characters
Dimwits full of Pride cascade
Living in  intense imperfection
Assuming much know clerics

They disqualify wisdom
As they prejudice growth
Asylums of Abnormality
Encysted in egocentrism
Broadly believed as saviors
The blackmailers Syndrome

Knowledge has no limits
Perceptions ;diverse as the teachings
And indeed sieving the finest
Greatest assignment it is,
With Million challenges
Billboard white lies
Changes Advances

it slips away, truth; Asleep
A top secrecy is the factual
And Junk is the National feed
Left-overs of the world over
with classes in Humanity Ranking
Race devoid of Embrace
Religions blamed for the flames
And cartels smiling all the way to the bank

In silence, we become followers
And in Tears we bury our ignorance
Pointing fingers at each other
As the Cannibals feast on our slain action
Grabbing our resources
As they squander our Peace.
And we Praise them forever
For making slaves, our livelihood
Aid they Aid... aide

Pass the Pain in your Ass

The pain in your ass
Plus the heat of your Fuss
multiplied by your ego
Disseminates Anger
that discombobulates Normalcy
Seeking attention
to quench public Affection
Invalidity of your wisdom
Churning weaknesses
And indecency

We live to grow
Yet you dream to crawl
Failures is your success
And rejection your Daughter
when we bond to build pillars
You contort your weakling thought
Wishing miracles to happen
As manna to double your life chances.

Move-on is a mere statement
With the vengeful dimly incarcerated
and Selfish motives short lived
Giving life a perpetual tag
yet they lag in self denials
exfoliating Pride and emasculation
redundancy tendencies double to justify innocence
Non sense that prime for public sympathy
Epitomizing existence with Fake personality

Life is a real Drama
And funny is misconceptional
With vanity luring admiration
As wisdom dementia
Blackmailing vision
Gambling the stock Piles of possibilities
and illuminating shortcuts as savior tricks
Courtesy of Life Pranks
And for All is Vanity
Welcome Home
Lets grow our Empire
Dreams deserve clinging brilliance
Hence victory becomes Bingo.

Marafiki Sacco

It was the Stupidity
That rapidly glued us
When Naivety rocked our craving
And fast the madness skyrocketed
When Bashment crew came knocking
Soon Dating spheres demystified
And Raving fear got crumbling

It began with the new roomie
Dramas rolled in unexpectedly
With Outreach ministries stalking us
And the Mulembe giggles made my Days
The sembe on the Table plus the clowns
Crazed the everything that campus offered

And campo-grind stirred friendship
Assignment pressure eased
With copy-pasting Going past behavior
Degree ni Harambee Xter became the finest
Rough crowned our laugh
Having a back-pat growing so crucial
And Invincible was our definition
with No matter how down
Ignited and enthusiastic
we became, the Bond never never tense

Death washed away part of us
And victory Tsunami Clobbered us
With Games giving us fresh touch
Friendship knew our Dating, our weakness Our Strengths, our short coming,
But above all; we are a family
indispensable Disease, forever united forever here.
From betting to Dating
Get-together to Hiking
Sorrow to tomorrow
Victory and Triumph
BECAUSE OF US.

Let go

I wanna let go
Frustrating habits
orbits of thought synthesis
as useless chains of Life choke

I wanna let go
The berries in my garden
Am tired of overprotection
That overpowers my abilities

Am done thinking
what bad you cause me
more worse how it hurts me
when you dissect me with the harsh words

I pretend to be good
smile for the cameras at least
As I guarantee All  is well
All along nursing the wounds of betrays

you are a better devil
All packaged in the same fracture
Don't care is an automation
of you life ammunition

Marriage riffles are all cocked
And regrets evaporate sweet moans
As it wraps more mourns
How the hell we happened

Am sad with how, when and why?
More what blindness I was suffering
pampering my life with a reject
monied ghost with soul malfunction

I wanna let go.,
The good moments that we ever had
That blackmail me into loving
As more worse moments screw how
Am still pathetic waiting

I wanna let go...

Transition tension

When the points don't connect
And no comments can fill the dots
To answer why or how
life gets this unfavorable
Spot on life strike with bitterness
Hard decision to hold on
More  let go.
live with the fact, life must roll
All that stresses the mind toll
Decision flaunting your visions
silhouette of decisions Fading
Like an evening sunset
Head ticking faster
Warning life overcharge 
Hazards of existence
Expounding the score of inadequacy
And the transition persist
As incompetence insist
Do or die... as situations worsen to madness
with the end fast rushing
body defying orders
As boiling point of Life pressure
Demean efforts of hard work.
There you are stuck
in mayhem of what future holds
live or die circumstances
Circumcising hope
More problems at stake ;more questions

Street of Nairobi

I waited for you
Waited for so long
Too bad I was lost.
Lost in the City of Nowhere
Everyone seemed not to care
As well the Haze in their operations
Made me feel crazily outcast
They Wounded my shoulder
Knocked my feel
And Nobody seem to worry
Apologies was  my misinformed wish
Street rush was real

The scare in the scavenging eyes
Made me worry for my belongings
No gadget was safe
No stranger was trustworthy
No beg was worth attention
And I waited... waited so long
For an hi? How may I help you?
Streets lacked customer care
My dare dreams, screwed my evening

AMBASSADOR I waited
Bus station I was so out of place
Kenya Cinemas  was the other new cinema
I stared at my gadget, Peeping for a call
I even doubted it was low tones
For the strandedness was a real boredom
And the Beggar pleaded, for a coin
His enthusiasm to shake the bowl
Created a traumatizing noise
That I gave him a note
To spare me calm moments

Time was fast rushing
I opted for a stroll
Too sad I realized am not a Zebra
Because Zebra crossing is just patterns
The touts came rushing
With hooting Noise more then the Mathree
And life turned crazy
For even Traffic light
proved I got no rights
Bomblast I came
And Kanjus sneaked me in
Into the lifestyle of Kenyan prisons
THE REASON ;AM NAIVE NEW in NAIROBI

Campus Testimony

In first year I was so obedient
Class I was always Punctual
And assignments I had masterpiece
church I joined praise ministry
The rest became  history

My first year transcript
Depicts the focus of a comrade
That became a wish
Years in the academic circles
For things got tough

Calculus was tormenting
as the subjects ascended
101, 237,311, 477, 506 & 629
the last two kept  our brothers Elderly
Freshers did mistake them for lectures

And the real shit came,
Life got Tough and stuff got hard
missions increased and parties multiplied
Our the brother-sister relationship
Lost flavor and got me Naughty
I wanted Real men.... Not saint

I was tired of the morning glory
As I enjoyed real soap opera's
In every Street of the Campus
And yet he wants to read me verses
When I expected him to lay a trap

I missed a man to make me feel loved
Even if it was a lie
Someone to disturb my days
I lost hope with the church boys.
since my prayers for them to grow up was futile.

Love came crashing
When I needed a majestic squeeze,
I felt having wasted years hoping
And the Bad Boy did it
My heart was corked with the right fitting.

I lived morning, nights and Afternoon missing his craze to make me smile
Perfectly he showed up amazing
A queen I was treated
And Days became lively

Here I am with a lion that can roar
With real vibrator power
And he Has changed for me
The  Bump of success is blooming
And Change is my Real Testimony

Cling On

Dream are Zeros
Dots that connect
Sparks of imagination
Creating Visions
Powerful like missiles
And tough miles get smiles
Piles of conviction
Season the Friction
Of Reality and wishes
As well Hope Cling on
Cushioning Possibilities
Comforting Failures
And awarding Victories
Works of undeterred
Push-on,  Believe &  persistence
Eventually Goals win Medals
Tears tare souls apart
And of Joy assert, a worth Fight
Fruitful Energies Shine Brighter
As Ages of toil soon smack success
Cling on

#Daughter Mechanics...

mama Am Sorry,
You always said liquor is bad
But yesterday I caught u romancing in it
As you staggered in its sweetness
The bitterness of your life was all evident
And your heat was upbeat...

Mama u made me hate me
Restricting me from indulging
mingling with the friends I treasure
Too bad you made me fatherless
After that stupid divorce
And now I witness you screwed
By life and all kinda strangers

I hate what I see, Because money can't buy my conscience
I Pity your soul, for evil Is full
I sneak every  night To enjoy the hard stuff
To sober up to the mood of our house
Am afraid that I  am practising it more than you
Am even so wrong because you did this.

So tell me why.?

Was freedom all you lacked?
Was his screws not satisfying?
was he not caring?
Was he the barrier to your success?
was he over controlling?

tell me know.... Win Win situation
am a badder character than you
am a bad ass than u think
Am now more digital criminal than you

They never said

love doesn't pay rent
Wish doesn't make a deal
Love doesn't  pay bills
love can't be food
Love this Life at fall

It starts with a smile
Stays for a while
And complacency lights the bile
It's framed in different styles
And soon life happens

Rough starves enough
And when it gets stiff
Off the cliff
Beef Rocks and shock pokes

Sponsor

I  don't know what
For He is weak in all
Pathetic in Sex,
Worst in Budgeting

It was mission accomplished
When I  spotted his weakness
For he couldn't stand a push up cleavage
And my Figure 8 was an advantage
He couldn't imagine, he couldn't load
When I engaged my intentions gear
For I could hear him paralyze in wishes
And when I granted him the pass
He melted into squash lass

and His wallet was classical fat
Flattening all my worries
For life without these means
useless is the definition..
Luck knocked on my door step
And I watched all the Success bake my life
I couldn't avoid
Am 12 millions reacher
Nothing has happened
Except Sensual Exhibition
That he has never sampled
Never will he
for he is  a rich lazy
And can't stand  my striking beauty
That milks his cunt on sight

Never forgotten... God has you in his daily plans

Morning numbness
Morning  sharpness
morning freshness
Morning Brandness

He sails us In the turbulent
Waves of Life atrocities
And safely he never relents
To save Us from vanities

Humanity is devoured
Rotting in narcissism
Exploiting the last flavored
Nature of Life optimism

In the death bed every night
He protects our livelihood
Cuddles us past life plights
And Glorifies our evergood

Can't mother

You are my brother
You are my bloody relative
So why you a bother
Why you so shocker

You are always in crags
Always out of control
Always on the receiving End
Scary edge of irresponsibility

Do you expect me to mother you?
Do you expect me to be your babysitter..?
Chuck of the baby mantra
Medulla cannibalism

Grow balls, squeeze nuts
Freeze Laze... Scourge Immaturity
Diss inactivity, Drool Persona stool
Stand up for you

It's your life, choice, your voice
Live it, brief it, Grief it
I may be so wrong so wrong
But am certain Responsibility starts with you

Days before I woke up

To say have never
will be the greatest lie ever
To say 1, then am not frank with me
I have loved...  men and more men
I thought I knew love
I thought I knew love
Yeah &  my thoughts were disqualified

1,2,  7....9 they came in a week
So weak with sweet  bits
Everyone assuring their spark
That Ignited the love core of their life
And the sweet lies tripled
And soon I was crippled
In love dogma and comma

I was shocked, things were Fading so fast
And the call came deafening
All along I was weakening
wearing out so fast
my patience mocked by new offers
And over & again... things were over
Thug love was all lag rough
And laugh bore sore

Weekends I had to pretend
prevent the advent of lies
Binding slay clays  &  less pays
and Hey I was an abandoned hay
for Nay am never ready for prey
I pray... I pray I pray

It was not close to love
That shit named love
It Has killed many
Betrayed millions
Duped and dumped continents
And the content in it
Is A pity Shit